Shes quite literally the girl of my dreams.
I see her every now and then; not always in the same situation, not always part of the same story. Ive never seen her face, or at least I dont remember it. I only know two things about her: she has dark hair, and she cares deeply for me.
Dreams are strange. Some primeval part of your brain knows that what youre going through is not real, but yet the sensations and emotions are palpable, almost indistinguishable from the real thing. I can feel her. For a brief period of time, she is real.
I wake and desperately try to grasp at the fleeting memories of my time with her. They fade until barely anything is left except blurred images and a sense of profound loss for something that never existed.
I wonder if she is my soul mate. Is something trying to tell me that shes out there, that I shouldnt lose hope? I know that we havent met. Had we, something tells me I could see and remember her face. If I ever find her, will I know her? Will she know me?
Here, I am lonesome and out of place. But in my dreams
I see her every now and then; not always in the same situation, not always part of the same story. Ive never seen her face, or at least I dont remember it. I only know two things about her: she has dark hair, and she cares deeply for me.
Dreams are strange. Some primeval part of your brain knows that what youre going through is not real, but yet the sensations and emotions are palpable, almost indistinguishable from the real thing. I can feel her. For a brief period of time, she is real.
I wake and desperately try to grasp at the fleeting memories of my time with her. They fade until barely anything is left except blurred images and a sense of profound loss for something that never existed.
I wonder if she is my soul mate. Is something trying to tell me that shes out there, that I shouldnt lose hope? I know that we havent met. Had we, something tells me I could see and remember her face. If I ever find her, will I know her? Will she know me?
Here, I am lonesome and out of place. But in my dreams
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You need to get yourself out there and meet new people, working and dreaming is never going to lead you to her...this is advice I need to do as well.
Club Rio sounds freaking awesome. There are a few small venues in Boston that are still kickin' that have that small scene vibe, where everyone knows each other. Providence RI had some really great trashy venues that are all closed now
There used to be a club called The Milky Way that was all retro and had a bowling alley and lounge. It's been one of my secret dreams to open a music venue someday and I'd really want it to have a bowling alley
As for the girl of your dreams, I've got a guy like that. Only he actually exists and was even interested in me, but I totally blew it. I was so nervous every time he was around that I acted like a frigid bitch and eventually he gave up
I hope she's out there for you somewhere!