why does it hurt so much? its never hurt this much before.
sometimes i wish i could die.
how did i lose my way so badly?
buddha, why do you mock me so? my buddhist brother who told me i will need to make most of my time b/c it will be short, tells me i'll die alone. somehow i'm not surprised.
"...All the joy I've ever known
Has disappeared
- in the motherfuckin thin air
Like it's never even been there
My joy left me y'all...
...Was life so obscene that death's more serene?
Or was an old author tryin to write his own closing scene?...
...I thought we never make shit right
I wish I had of viewed it once clear before you were done here
That's two in one year that I let leave here
Loving me without sheding one single tear
Either I'm one of the strongest people left
Or y'all just tow me for even tryin to steal breath...
...Sometimes
I feel
Like I'm Al-most gone"
Brother Ali
what a depressing entry.
sometimes i wish i could die.
how did i lose my way so badly?
buddha, why do you mock me so? my buddhist brother who told me i will need to make most of my time b/c it will be short, tells me i'll die alone. somehow i'm not surprised.
"...All the joy I've ever known
Has disappeared
- in the motherfuckin thin air
Like it's never even been there
My joy left me y'all...
...Was life so obscene that death's more serene?
Or was an old author tryin to write his own closing scene?...
...I thought we never make shit right
I wish I had of viewed it once clear before you were done here
That's two in one year that I let leave here
Loving me without sheding one single tear
Either I'm one of the strongest people left
Or y'all just tow me for even tryin to steal breath...
...Sometimes
I feel
Like I'm Al-most gone"
Brother Ali
what a depressing entry.
erin:
I guess so. Things are depressing as shit lately.