pumpkin

So... I'm guessing it's time for an update. It's almost been year! I apologize for not being very present in the community lately. Not that it's the first time, but it's been worst than usual I admit. The worst part is, you probably still won't see me around much afterwards. Not for a while at least. Too many things happening at once.

You know, I remember when I broke up with my boyfriend one and half years ago, I wanted to have a girl for a roommate. Turns out that a year later, I was very often living with 3 guys in my apartment. Currently just two, but still... that is a very good way to describe my situation with women. It's almost like they flee my presence. I really do want to have women around, but it just doesn't happen by itself. I have one girlfriend I see pretty regularly, but that's because I almost made it a duty to make it happen. I don't know, I just find I get along with men a lot faster. We have more common interests. Anyways, that's not really news, it's always been that way.

Things are doing pretty good with my boyfriend. It's been a year now, already. And everything is doing great, a lot better than it once was. I even got my ex-boyfriend to have interested conversations with him, and God knows that's something. He's starting nursing school this fall. I'm very glad for him, cause he seems very into it. And I'm very proud of him, cause that's definitely something useful for his society. I value that a lot. He much inspired me in the last few months, and now...

I'm considering changing career fields. Not that I want to abandon photography altogether, but I more and more feel that photography by itself is not what I'm looking for. I want to do something more meaningful. I don't think we need one more person who just shoots fashion once in a while, especially in Montreal. What do I bring to my people doing that? I want to have something to do with politics. I've been very interested in the related fields of politics for a few years now, I get involved as much on a national scale as with my direct surroundings, and it brings me a lot. What's more, is that I get inspired by those subjects as I've never been before by other photography themes (sorry ladies... ). I'm not sure exactly what to do with this, there are many directions I could take. Definitely not going to be a politician, cause not only do I not have the personality to be on the front line, but I also have a past, for instance this site, that could very well be played against me, and I know that it would happen sooner or later. Maybe something more like writing. I really like to share my ideas with people. Well, not just my ideas. I like to share, period. And that's why photography can't be everything to me. Cause sharing pictures is something I really like to do, but you can't pay rent doing that. Not the way I see it.

Sorry for the serious, only text post. This is usually considered boring. Well, hey, I'm trying to inform you, not entertain you. Do what you will with this.

How have you guys been? Tell me something new about you.