Hello everyone and
W E L C O M E T O 2 0 0 6 !
...yes, anyways...
The new year's been quite a start, I must say... I've been enjoying a really cool night with 3 of our friends, when I actually thought I had no friends to spend the new year's eve with... (that is except the best fuck I've ever had, that is now part of our great community, and who also makes great music. ha, the power of links... and propaganda by cute girls.)
But I also had a fight with my former best friend on the phone, a real bad one. I want to help him find the things he has to change within himself to feel better, and it pisses him off. From the first time we've met, he's always complained about everything, about how life is ugly, and that everything turns bad in the end, and blablabla... But he has a girlfriend now, and he says that he is now happy, so he doesn't need anyone telling him bad things, and so he doesn't need to change nothing... Wow, how impressive. First off, his happiness is SO strong that he has to avoid any bad comment not to destroy his bubble? He didn't even understand the difference between being happy because of something and being happy with himself. When is girlfriend's gonna leave him, will he still be happy? Of course not, he's only going to return to his miserable life, that has always been so miserable because of others. One of the last things he said to me is to grow up. What a smart thing to say. Fucker.
And you know what? On our night with our friends, I was telling to a girl what sickened me of my friend for a while, and after sometime, the guy beside me said: "I really have the feeling you're talking about me. I know you aren't, but I recognize myself in so many things you said". And he looked really thoughtful. You see, THAT is what I would like to see my friend say. Not taking it as an attack or an insult and actually THINK about what I said. Usually, I try to take an advise from a friend. I like to help someone improving himself and to have someone helping me improve myself. Isn't that what true friends are for?
W E L C O M E T O 2 0 0 6 !
...yes, anyways...
The new year's been quite a start, I must say... I've been enjoying a really cool night with 3 of our friends, when I actually thought I had no friends to spend the new year's eve with... (that is except the best fuck I've ever had, that is now part of our great community, and who also makes great music. ha, the power of links... and propaganda by cute girls.)
But I also had a fight with my former best friend on the phone, a real bad one. I want to help him find the things he has to change within himself to feel better, and it pisses him off. From the first time we've met, he's always complained about everything, about how life is ugly, and that everything turns bad in the end, and blablabla... But he has a girlfriend now, and he says that he is now happy, so he doesn't need anyone telling him bad things, and so he doesn't need to change nothing... Wow, how impressive. First off, his happiness is SO strong that he has to avoid any bad comment not to destroy his bubble? He didn't even understand the difference between being happy because of something and being happy with himself. When is girlfriend's gonna leave him, will he still be happy? Of course not, he's only going to return to his miserable life, that has always been so miserable because of others. One of the last things he said to me is to grow up. What a smart thing to say. Fucker.
And you know what? On our night with our friends, I was telling to a girl what sickened me of my friend for a while, and after sometime, the guy beside me said: "I really have the feeling you're talking about me. I know you aren't, but I recognize myself in so many things you said". And he looked really thoughtful. You see, THAT is what I would like to see my friend say. Not taking it as an attack or an insult and actually THINK about what I said. Usually, I try to take an advise from a friend. I like to help someone improving himself and to have someone helping me improve myself. Isn't that what true friends are for?
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ellethakiller:
thats because you luv me and you are the bestest!
zahara:
Possibly. The closest they'll be is about 4-5 hours from me. That's kind of a long drive, but I'm sure would be worth it. The down side would be missing two days of work and having to stay in a hotel. The good side is that I got about 6 months to start saving money.