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yeah, its definitely time for an update ... ive tried to write something some days ago. But i CANT ! because i have lived too much in the past 2 months that i cant say it with words...
You know, ive always dreamed about this. Traveling by my own, nothing to worry about. Me, my music, my camera and my mind. Its crazy ! sometimes i think that im a diferent person now, that i have learned more in this 2 months than in the past 2 years of my life! ... When you are that far away, you see things more clear. Like, i remember things that cause me too much suffering and im able to smile when i think about it, not because its funny, because its LIFE. Some days ago i was crying in a park in Amsterdam, not because i was sad... not at all. Because it happens to me sometimes since im here. Toooo much experiences, the heart is sensitive! And then this Huge black man came and sat by my side for some minutes. in silence. We smoke a joint together and then he spoke for the first time. " Girl, life is about experiences and memories. Every single thing that happens to you, you must feel lucky . because its a new TOOL"

So whats when you are already living what you dreamed the most ?
You find yourself dreaming about something new. Minds are consumers.
YOU ARE your intense desires.


Well, less blablabla becaue apprenticeships are for living and not for writing in blogs.

Picturesss!!!
After Barcelona i went to Italy. 2 whole weeks with my sister Waikiki.
It was like those roads movies. Highway to Milano with our mamas car. Then train to Rome... Bus to Venice... i wont forget not even a single minute. GRACIAS.

with sweet Menina

Venice is the most beautiful city ive ever been

Vaticano with Eden, so much fun!

Colisseum at night.. MA GIC

Anita i LOVE youuu! ( yes ive shot HeeeeeeRRRR !)


Then, amsterdam!

with my friend Sofia, total conection!

the city of bikes

and sex






and drugs





under the bridge...
i loved spending my time listening to this guy... he made love to my ears


And Michel... wise crazy old man. We were the only persons who listened at him...
He sang songs about truth, women, love, elements, death and universe. Beautiful soul


And then i went to the south , Breda... to visit my brazilian friend Iracema. 5 years without seeing her .
Shes like one of my favorite persons ever... when i was 14 she introduces me to Yoga and herbs. And she told me, "go find a guy to have sex because these are the 3 best things in life"


master...

autumn afternoon


Then i went to Den Boch to Waikikis place! no picturesssss
But ive shot Candee there and youll see her wild side soonnnnn

and then , charming BERLIN



THE WALL

What was a symbol of separation, now is an art gallery... full of messages of love and freedom.
Mandela... " hey you maroccan guy ! come take a picture of me !"

yeahhhhh






As Paris was the circle of artists during the Renaissance ... Berlin is the place now ! so ive seen lots of art and music !
I also met Lavezzaro and Bexi, two lovely ladies ! thank you too girls!



And finally after some days alone in the big city, a very special person came and joined me in the experience.

she was my BEST friend when i lived in Brazil.
now im at her place, in Hamburg, thinking about my next step...
life is a big box of surprises ha ?

Miss my friends, family and dogs SO much....nothing like home ..NOTHING! My body hurts like shit, my suitcase has doubled ...i need vacations !