pulsar

i can't communicate just how stressed I am right now... I wont speak of it all...

So, as decided a long time ago - no Burningman. Simply can't afford it. I was excited about mutantfest, but the friend that had invited me along suddenly decided to treat me like I didn't exist anymore. [for reasons unknown] So I'm not going. And now I hear several of my friends are going. And it's just... bah.

I will get out and camp somewhere this year. I don't care if it means putting a tent in the backyard with a paper mural of the desert around me roasting marshmellows over a faux fire...

I'm in the mood for big change. The move will be good for me. And after I settle in, I know I'm going to want one of those 'need to get away from civilization for a few days' times... I just want to drown out all the fake for just a few days...

I really don't want to go to work tonight.