Saturday Oct 02, 2004

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I think this weekend I will get things done! See friends i havent seen in ages..ive been such a hermit latley..think I will go out tonight and raise some hell..havent done that in months..humm should be fun!! Anywhoo, hope everyone has a good weekend!!
tongue

current mood
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ps. Journaling is a bit strange.......
mothra:
I'm actually pulling the opposite. I need to spend way less time out with my friends and way more time going to sleep and not passing out.

Thursday Sep 30, 2004

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I guess it's that time for another post...

I wish I had something clever to say,but I don't. I just wish it were easier to make changes. Im tired of saying all the things I should be doing and never doing it. I can see myself somewhere Im not and I like that place very much.

I need to stop drinking so much!
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ARRR!!!
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brighteye:
Drinky good. Consequences bad. I know my liver just ain't the same piece of equipment it was in my younger days. One of these days I will get around to finding that rumored organ black market. Until then....

what goes up must come down

down

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down blackeyed puke
brighteye:
the other chorus is "what would life be without wishful thinking?" I have been trying that a lot in my life over the past year or so. You just have to set your intentions and follow through with them. Its amazing how well it works tongue

I am all about melanacholying it up on occassion. I can't help it, thats just how I am wired. But inject a bit of joy and optimism in there occassionally and things indeed do get better. If it doesn't who gives a fuck? Our life is just a beautiful, terrible and fucked up illusion anyway.

I am going to shut my hole and move along now...



smile

Thursday Sep 16, 2004

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BLAH...........

BLAH...........

BLAH...........

I wish I were somewhere else!!!!

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brighteye:
I wish you could have been there too smile . It was just such an incredible show. you can see more of the photos at more pics
mothra:
New Social D is top notch. I bought it this morning on my way to work because I had to have it day one.

Saturday Sep 11, 2004

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Man...it's been 3 yrs maybe even 3 1/2 since Iv'e been in a serious relationship with anyone. Kinda crazy..I dont know why but it just sorta dawned on me today..that's a bloody long ass time!!! I think I would like to be, but I guess it's not that easy. I beleive I am loosing all emotional attatchment...is that a bad thing?? I haven't a clue...
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mothra:
I've been there too. It is pretty hard to get back into relationship mode, but most people can be patient in that situation. smile
borisboris668:
I know what you mean...I think it gets to a point ( and I've been at that point many times..) where it gets hard to imagine that you could ever get close to someone again..or that nobody is gonna be as cool as people that you knew before. But I think that it pretty much always just kinda happens...you meet somebody, and it just kinda flows...I of course mean the relationship, pervert. But hey, I never take my own advice so why should you...lol...Hey, I tried to call a few timnes lately..nut to no avail...I'm going to the Inkslingers Ball this weekend, so that should kinda rock...

Thursday Sep 09, 2004

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Think I'll take the cam out tomorrow and shoot some pict's. (random thought)

Sunday Sep 05, 2004

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So strange getting older..time keeps ticking by and i havent caught up with it yet...Getting older kinda sucks..no it does suck!!!! ArG 28 yrs.... boohoo. Ok,Ok....enough pity party on me!! lol
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borisboris668:
Oh yeah, I was totally gonna call you the other day and say happy B-day...but I forgot..lol, sorry. SO 28 huh? damn, and here I sit racing towards that age myself....damn you October! lol, anyway, hope all is well and try to stay away from sharp objects for the next week or so, that always helps me!
mothra:
I lived in Tucson for five years during college. We pretty much lived at Che's and the Shanty. I think not having those bars here is why I miss Tucson. That and the lack of traffic.

Sunday Aug 22, 2004

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Start school tomorrow after 6-7 yrs. This should be very interesting. ARRR!!!
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vegan4life:
Happy Birthday! smile

PS: Pulp is AWESOME!!!
engrishmofaka:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Man I just started school also after being out for 6 years. It's different eh?

Sunday Aug 15, 2004

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Well Im back from Canada and had a grand ol time. Wish I were still there but back to reality now. I met my half sisters for the first time and that was really weird in a good way. Strange to see faces that resemble mine. Coming back to Tucson affirmed just how much I hate it here. Ill give it a year at most....
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engrishmofaka:
Just wait till it hits winter in Canada. Then you'll reconsider. Oops I capatalized canada. That's reserved for real countries. J/K
borisboris668:
lol...real countries...man, I'm glad Canada is there to be the butt of our jokes. They must love us..also, immitation is the highest form of flattery..lol. Welcome back... ARRR!!!

Sunday Jul 25, 2004

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borisboris668:
Canada...you crazy bastard, lol
borisboris668:
Hey Everyone!
Well, I just got back form Canada and it rocked...in an "I look like an American but I'm not" kinda way. I guess it reminded me of America...but maybe how it was in like...the 50's..but with more technology and more boobs. It was cool, I saw some old friends, some family, some w.....hang on, I didn't just...dammit...I've done it again....I've channeled somebodys spirit again just by looking at a picture ( albeit one you can barely see!!!!) of them. Well, I guess that'll happenn...have a sunny, super hot day!

Friday Jul 16, 2004

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miao!!
engrishmofaka:
Where at in Cali are ya gonna be
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