Im back..also you thanks for making me feel warm and fuzzy inside (you know who you are) LOL
So not much has been going on really. I have a boring life what can I say. Work,School, Sleep..BaH Its been 11 days now since I last smoked, which feels pretty good. Mainly I quit because a family friend has stage 4 lung cancer and it has really had an impact on me. I wont go into detail but its hard to deal with . I hate death and dont understand why we have to die..actually it kinda pisses me off and makes me depressed thinking about it.. I think about it too much. I should work on that. Maybe it would help if I wernt alone all the damn time..okay enough doom and gloom maybe one day..maybe one day things will be different............
So not much has been going on really. I have a boring life what can I say. Work,School, Sleep..BaH Its been 11 days now since I last smoked, which feels pretty good. Mainly I quit because a family friend has stage 4 lung cancer and it has really had an impact on me. I wont go into detail but its hard to deal with . I hate death and dont understand why we have to die..actually it kinda pisses me off and makes me depressed thinking about it.. I think about it too much. I should work on that. Maybe it would help if I wernt alone all the damn time..okay enough doom and gloom maybe one day..maybe one day things will be different............
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