Well Im not even sure how to put this into words or Im not even sure it's right to post this here. I found out yesterday that a very close family friend whom is very much like an Aunt to me has cancer and it's in stage 4. She has been told she has 4 to 6 months with no treatment. Im flustered with these bombarding emotions and everything is very surreal right now. She got permission from the specialist in New Mexico to come here to Tucson for some aggresive treatment. She and her family will be staying with my family, they get here Fri and It's really going to be rough ride. Its a 6% chance that the universe is giving her and Im just angry,hurt,sad..you name it. This is really going to be difficult. I dont know what else to say really..I hate this feeling of helplessness. I hate thinking that they are going through the worst thing that there is in life....there are no words to express this.....
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She ended up doing just that, lived her life. It's sad cuz yes i do miss her. I never really got angry or blamed someone or something. Obviously losing a parent is a void that's not going to get replaced. Life just isn't a bowl of peaches and the people who you love the most get taken away at times.
Faith, has been helpful and believing there is something more after this world we live in... You may already know this, but it is something i learned. We someone is sick that person does not want to be treated like they are sick (well usually), they want to be treated how you would normally treat them. Sometimes people just don't know how to handle people who are struggling with this stuff...