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pulloffmywings

Dickinson, ND

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Thursday Aug 25, 2005

Aug 25, 2005
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so today I felt like shit at work. after my morning break I felt like I couldn't breathe, and was dizzy and my face was burning up. I passed out at my desk. so I went home.

I think my body's telling me to quit smoking. I sorta realize that. because I took a nap and didn't smoke when I got home, and I woke up and felt fine, but then I went outside for a smoke and started feeling stuffy chested again.

but I won't quit. I just can't learn. WTF is wrong with me?

there was a power outage in my apartment complex today. so I got bored and took a couple pictures. you know how I do.




have you ever wanted to say something so bad to someone, but had to hold it inside so you wouldn't seem like an asshole? it's killing me. maybe I'm just stupid and will get over it. but probably not. I'm sick of saying things I don't mean to cover up what I really mean and want to say. GARR.

on a side note, I think I'm going to the SGburlesque in LA this sunday. anyone going?
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bepps:
Yea, I hold back every time I get pulled over by the cops. Night before last especially. I almost killed the guys but, of course, that'd mean that I'd have to be out of the country for a while and I just bought a boat and want to see it through. So I kept my mouth shut n just said "yes ... no ... yes ... no .... yes sir" after they tore my truck apart looking for drugs. These guys were dicks. Total, complete, outright scum of the earth. They were looking for a bust and nothing else. Every time they'd run my plate or licensee and everything else they'd say "wow, comes up right" "whoa" as if they just KNEW I was going to be their bust for the night. After finding nothing, they (fairly upset that they had spent so much time and got nothing) told me to get the licenseplate light on my truck and that was it. They had no intention of upholding any law whatsoever, they were just looking for their bust for the night. The only way they could have been more corrupt is to plant something and be all "well, lookie what we have here". They're just scum. They are the reason that I went from saluting the flag before I went to bed to wishing I lived somewhere else.

Anyway, sorry, I'm just goin off on a rant about it. I'm still super pissed off about it.

If you're having troubles breathing or cutting down smoking just run. Get out and run down the street. When you get to another street, run down that one. Keep doing that until you've ran for as long as you can run. Then, run back. Better yet, do the so cal thing, run to the nearest pier. Ya never know how long you'll be livin' here where you can run along the beach, make the best of it while you can. If you're here forever and don't move, well that's just that many days you was livin it up and enjoyed being here ain't it? Seriously, I never thought I could ever quit but it actually was really easy once I started doing some excersize where I was breathing heavily for extended periods of time. That's the key, don't run super hard, just enough to start breathing heavy. Just a lil bit and do it for at least an hour, preferably two or three every night. biggrin
Aug 25, 2005
wix:
whenever i end up like that, i try really hard to keep in what i wanna say and end up making this screwy squinted face that makes me look like im sick. when i finally say it, somehow i always seem surprised.

*shrug*

ooo aaa
Aug 26, 2005

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