so today I felt like shit at work. after my morning break I felt like I couldn't breathe, and was dizzy and my face was burning up. I passed out at my desk. so I went home.
I think my body's telling me to quit smoking. I sorta realize that. because I took a nap and didn't smoke when I got home, and I woke up and felt fine, but then I went outside for a smoke and started feeling stuffy chested again.
but I won't quit. I just can't learn. WTF is wrong with me?
there was a power outage in my apartment complex today. so I got bored and took a couple pictures. you know how I do.
have you ever wanted to say something so bad to someone, but had to hold it inside so you wouldn't seem like an asshole? it's killing me. maybe I'm just stupid and will get over it. but probably not. I'm sick of saying things I don't mean to cover up what I really mean and want to say. GARR.
on a side note, I think I'm going to the SGburlesque in LA this sunday. anyone going?
I think my body's telling me to quit smoking. I sorta realize that. because I took a nap and didn't smoke when I got home, and I woke up and felt fine, but then I went outside for a smoke and started feeling stuffy chested again.
but I won't quit. I just can't learn. WTF is wrong with me?
there was a power outage in my apartment complex today. so I got bored and took a couple pictures. you know how I do.
have you ever wanted to say something so bad to someone, but had to hold it inside so you wouldn't seem like an asshole? it's killing me. maybe I'm just stupid and will get over it. but probably not. I'm sick of saying things I don't mean to cover up what I really mean and want to say. GARR.
on a side note, I think I'm going to the SGburlesque in LA this sunday. anyone going?
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Anyway, sorry, I'm just goin off on a rant about it. I'm still super pissed off about it.
If you're having troubles breathing or cutting down smoking just run. Get out and run down the street. When you get to another street, run down that one. Keep doing that until you've ran for as long as you can run. Then, run back. Better yet, do the so cal thing, run to the nearest pier. Ya never know how long you'll be livin' here where you can run along the beach, make the best of it while you can. If you're here forever and don't move, well that's just that many days you was livin it up and enjoyed being here ain't it? Seriously, I never thought I could ever quit but it actually was really easy once I started doing some excersize where I was breathing heavily for extended periods of time. That's the key, don't run super hard, just enough to start breathing heavy. Just a lil bit and do it for at least an hour, preferably two or three every night.
*shrug*