thanks everyone for the wonderful birthday wishes. i've never had 53 comments, thanks!
I don't know why i do this. why get so hung up on someone who you know things won't work out with?
no more boy. tonight we had a long talk that included much tearfulness in my part.
i only went out with him for 3 weeks, and we weren't even "going out". but i finally realized today things wouldn't work.
so now i'm done with the initial crying phase which lasted maybe 5 minutes and soaked my pillows. now i have to get my 21 year old butt to bed to work at 7 am, which will include pink-eyeness and tears over said boy.
i just want to die. i will never find someone to make me happy. and it's me, no one else. it's my problem, my fault.
I don't know why i do this. why get so hung up on someone who you know things won't work out with?
no more boy. tonight we had a long talk that included much tearfulness in my part.
i only went out with him for 3 weeks, and we weren't even "going out". but i finally realized today things wouldn't work.
so now i'm done with the initial crying phase which lasted maybe 5 minutes and soaked my pillows. now i have to get my 21 year old butt to bed to work at 7 am, which will include pink-eyeness and tears over said boy.
i just want to die. i will never find someone to make me happy. and it's me, no one else. it's my problem, my fault.
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...see, this is why I tell people I'm not good at condolensces or advice! There's always people much better at it.
I love the crap outta you.... granted, I don't really know you, but then I don't really know me (not I'm coming full-circle back to LM's Journal today!)... anyway:
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