pudding

it's been a boring day and it's not over yet. did laundry but forgot to put my work uniform in the basket so the things that needed washing the most didn't get washed. i should have gone to the pharmacy and filled the prescriptions my shrink wrote me yesterday. he said he doesn't think i'm taking this whole bipolar this seriously. and of course i...
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supposed to see m shrink tomorrow afternoon, i am happy to report that i have no complaints about my meds and appear to be acting like a sane and rational human being. except for that one time, but it doesn't count. underlying circumstances and all that. joe will be gone until the 20th of this month and i am getting used to spending time by...
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another day in paradise, and i'm not even being a sarcastic asshole

it was a semi-productive day. went grocery shopping and caught up on sleep. i still don't know what the deal with sylvester is. i called the vet this morning and was supposed to get a call back this afternoon but it never happened. i'm going to have to call in the morning and pretty much demand to talk to someone. i want to know what...
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took my cat, sylvester, to the vet this afternoon. he had been making funny noises when he breathed, had gross yellow crusties around his nose and had been miserably lethargic. and of course i dumbly thought that maybe he had a kitty cold or something and they would give him antibiotics and send him on his way. i'm really good at being really, really, really...
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opening the mailbox this evening was like being vomited on by the mail gods. jesus, i don't check the mail for a couple days and there were three magazines and a shit-ton of useless garbage. i dropped joe off at work tonight, he is going to have a friend drive him to the airport friday morning and then he will be in missouri until the...
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i want normal relationships. i want open communication. i want to say exactly what i mean and have that be okay. argh. today someone asked when i was going to have kids, they might as well have punched me for as surprised as i was by the question. seriously, i was blindsided. i was stunned enough that my answer was irrelevant. i felt like my...
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just another night...damn

i got up a little early for work so i guess now is a good time to update. i got promoted yesterday, but not to the position in produce i had been talking about. they would like me to go to scan (changing price tags and shit). this also means my hours will change, i will once again be a person of the night working...
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