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i am one lonely motherfucker tonight. all i really want is someone to hang out on the couch with and cuddle. work was brutal this morning, when i sat down for lunch i fell asleep and later i was sitting around in the office waiting for kathy to finish some signs and started to blink sleep. grrr. this schedule blows. needless to say that when...
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minecreeper:
zombie jesus loves you
disposablehero:
i feel you on the couch cuddling. i'm feeling the same way tonight.
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today has been a fucking terrible day and it's not even over yet. work blew ass. i hate working up front mainly because i don't like being treated like i'm everyone's bitch. any fucking person can tell me to do something and i have to fucking do it. when i work scan i'm an equal to the ladies i work with but two damnable days...
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franie:
Work can suck, but it beats unemployment.
Be easy on your mom, you only get one. Just a thought. smile
argentumblack:
*hugs*
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nofi:
awesome!

and what is this truth you speak of and why is it so funny?
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it's the fucking truth damnit!
nofi:
ha. thank you. the second one is supposed to be me frozen in carbonite (ie hansolo) but i think i'm going to redo it in photoshop.

that nine inch nails quote is so sad.
franie:
confused
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*fingers in ears* la la la la la la la
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franie:
I got that you are not listening, but I am confused as to why not.
oracle:
tongue
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i am feeling better than i did yesterday though my stomach is still a bit squirrely and i seem to have a perma-headache. this not sleeping business sucks ass, oh well, i just have to make it through work tonight and then i'm off until sunday. and what do i have planned for my day off? a big chicken fried steak and eggs breakfast and...
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nofi:
i'm going to have to make that. it sounds amazing.
nofi:
two pitchers??? i'll be right over. wink
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i am sick....again. that is all.
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cassiel:
well...i got my own otter pops! and you can't have any! hmph!


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you're really pretty btw...i like yr smile

nofi:
'cause i'm the best hugger ever? wink

seriously...thank you. smile
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after yesterday's anxiety attack incident i thought it would be a good idea to call me shrink and ask if there was anything at all the he would be willing to prescribe me for my anxiety issues. he offered to put me on the same drug he had offered me before, which i refuse to take because he said 1.) it works for some people...
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nofi:
well, let me know if you need to talk or if i can help with anything. you know that good ideas are always ooozing out of my brain.
subnatural:
Takin' all bets! I'm giving Pudding odds of 8-3 over her brain! Let's get ready to ruuuuuuuummmmmmble!
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had an anxiety attack at work today, scared the fucking hell out of me.
gigondas:
Ever listened to Grandaddy? They have a song that reminds me of your about me line.

Jed's other Poem((Beautiful Ground)

Apparently before Jed had left us
He wrotes some poems
Wrote them for no-one
I guess I'll show them
Here's one of Jed's poems

You said I'd wake up dead drunk
Alone in the park
I called you a liar
But how right you were
Air conditioned TV land, 20 grand
Walk to the bank
With shakes from the night before
Staring at the tiki floor
High school wedding ring
Keys are under the mats
Of all the houses here
But not motels
I try to sing it funny like Beck
But it's bringing me down
Lower than ground
Beautiful ground
Beautiful ground

Test tones and failed
Clones and odd parts made you
nofi:
^^^


i had to have mentioned to you that grandaddy is one of my favorite bands. this video is ridiculously brilliant.

i hope you're okay. anxiety attacks are just about the worst thing i can think of. what do you think triggered it?