i'm hung over as fucking hell right now. and that thing that i wanted to say, i finally got the fucking guts to say it and he said it too. and it was good. really fucking good. and it's only been three weeks. and it's strange. and i mean it. he even knew i wanted to say it a week ago. it was his first...
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want!
no.
mine?
maybe...
sad face.
ok.
happy face. yay. kisses.
strange but true.
no.
mine?
maybe...
sad face.
ok.
happy face. yay. kisses.
strange but true.
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ultimatelewser:
I hear ya.
gigondas:
it's as if I was moving through all these moments and they were mine.
resisted the urge to punch one of my co-workers in the face this moring. i call it progress.
zetamale:
I do too.
thefreak:
I call it "You're A Pussy." 
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i can't believe you of all people said something so stupid. and i forgave you.
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bepps:
Sorry. I'm afraid you're just gonna have to get used to that though. I say stupid things a LOT. You forgiving me though, that's never a good idea, in my opinion. Accepting that someone is imperfect, that only goes to say, but I think it's always best to try and push everyone else to try and be perfect. You can still accept me as a person knowing that I'm imperfect and am going to make lots of mistakes. But you should never settle for fuckups.
we are supposed to be going to the beach later. i am going to attempt to conquer my terrible fear of the ocean with a little help. finally found a swimsuit that adequately covers my boobs while still being cute. when the fucking hell did bikini tops gets so small anyway? starting to get used to this whole happiness thing, almost feel like i deserve...
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thefreak:
Cover the boobs? You silly person. 
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bepps:
You're afraid of the ocean? Wait, haha. Is that why you married a guy who's in the Coast Guard? So you'd be prepared?
Oh and by the way. It's not that the bikini tops actually are small.
Oh and by the way. It's not that the bikini tops actually are small.
life is lacking structure these days. i've got no focus. my brain is all over the place and it's getting harder and harder not to blurt out the thing that's been swimming in my brain for a few days now.
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minecreeper:
i always thought the term blowjob was funny.. something the more you say the sense it makes and ends with hiliarity.
digdug:
i sometimes call my cat pudding.
i hung up on one of my friends last night. she calls me up at like 11ish and tells me she really wants a cigarette. she's 25 fucking years old and is still hiding the fact that she smokes from her mom and girlfriend and normally have no problem picking her up and taking her wherever to pick up a pack. but she was just...
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c_iggy:
lawl. I told my parents I smoked when i started then couple weeks later am smokin a cig and my dad's was like "i didnt know you smoked!" T_T lol
octegon:
25 and still hiding it? yeesh.
i think i'm finally mellowing out, been on a mania driven bender for the last week or so and it has taken it's sweet toll on me. i let myself get terribly out of hand and it kicked my ass. lately i've written a bunch of fairly cryptic nonsensical shit and for that i'm sorry. i just don't know what to say most days other...
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nofi:
i'm so glad to hear that you're happy. that makes me happy. 
franie:
It is good that you are happy these days.
How far are you from Mary Star?
How far are you from Mary Star?
i would carry you around in my pocket if i could. 
this is a little bit of a comversation i had earlier today:
"you just can't quite make it can you?"
"this is how it works for me, i get three fourths of the way there and then i start flailing. that's just how i roll."
"that's okay."
this is a little bit of a comversation i had earlier today:
"you just can't quite make it can you?"
"this is how it works for me, i get three fourths of the way there and then i start flailing. that's just how i roll."
"that's okay."
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tinyhobo:
I hope all is well pretty one.
thefreak:
Flail?
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-TM
i told you everything to prove to you that you aren't that fucked up and i honestly expected you to run away or at least want to. but you didn't go anywhere and you said you didn't want to. we aren't normal. we can talk about your issues later, we don't have to talk about them now. you'll open up given enough time. if all...
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thefreak:
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