pudding

got a haircut. it's short enough to show off the fact that my hair is two different colors (my natural color and the remnants of some dark brown i slapped on it). the natural color is actually more flattering to my skin tone and jet black eyebrows than i remember it being when i first started dying my hair at 12. in recent years people have gotten brief glimpses of my natural hair color such as during my mohawk phase and when i shaved my head completely. it's not so bad. saw my shrink today. the prozac experiment will continue on. i've seen some positive results and no negative ones yet. my shrink has a scale in his office which i asked to use today. i usually don't weigh myself because i find it depressing and i tend to obsess about it. the only time i get an actual number is when i'm being weighed in a medical office, other than that i just go by the way my clothes fit. my pants have been all saggy ever since i got over the plague so i took the opportunity to hop on my shrinks scale. 126.2. this is the least i have weighed in two years. it makes me happy, but i don't expect to stay that low. set up an appointment to get the cats groomed before taking them over to vic's house on friday. moo moo kitty has never been to the groomer and i doubt that alpha has ever had a bath in his entire life so this brand of prissiness i due. it's not like they are getting their nails painted or anything though they will be getting a good deep clean and nail trimming. thank god for the nail trimming, i practically have to sit on them to get it done at home. who knows, they might even like it. i just know the little orange bastard will raise hell which almost makes me feel bad that the groomer lady is so damn nice. thanksgiving approaches and i work tonight and tomorrow afternoon. this means that i will be missing turkey time at vic's but he promised me that there will be a sweet plate of leftovers waiting for me after work. he's such a good guy. i lurves him. craziness will ensue in the next month. i'm trying to brace myself for it.