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Why is it some people --such as myself-- are drawn to behaviors which are less than healthy? I'd say it's a self-destructive tendency, but that doesn't explain why. Perhaps it's a lack of self-worth? I don't know... I value any number of things about myself rather highly. Perhaps that doesn't really add up to valuing myself highly. So, does that mean I should put every effort into ridding myself of the things which make me feel worthless (eighty pounds of fat for example)? I don't think most of those things really matter all that much, so why would it be that I'd devalue myself because of them and want to engage in bad behaviors? Oh well, there are no answers but those we create ourselves, I believe.