You know, right now, I pretty much just feel like giving up. I'm fucking sick of being tired. Always tired; just so I can pay my bills. Every now and again a moment comes along to remind that life can be beautiful as well as hard... but oh well, I should quit my bitching, I guess.
I am happy tonight. Thankyou.
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clara:
She's a tough old birdie.
clara:
That's why I moved here.
I am happy tonight. Thankyou.
radiobastet:
Here's a good page about the concordance thingy:
http://astrosite.com/
"I guess part of what I'm trying to figure is: is it part of my own actualization (for lack of a better term) or are there great things going on that are what I'm intuiting?"
I don't see why it can't be both! "As above, so below," as the saying goes - what goes on on a macro level "out in the universe" goes on on a micro level "down here." I think we all need to fasten our seatbelts and hold on tight...
http://astrosite.com/
"I guess part of what I'm trying to figure is: is it part of my own actualization (for lack of a better term) or are there great things going on that are what I'm intuiting?"
I don't see why it can't be both! "As above, so below," as the saying goes - what goes on on a macro level "out in the universe" goes on on a micro level "down here." I think we all need to fasten our seatbelts and hold on tight...
There are alot of doors opening inside. Some are beautiful. Some painful. Others are joyful wonders, and a certain few deeply terrifying. I think I've got some hidden truths to face up too. Wish me luck?
PS: It was nice to see everybody at karaoke. I'll try to have a few more than three hours sleep next time.
PS: It was nice to see everybody at karaoke. I'll try to have a few more than three hours sleep next time.
miss_piss:
it was nice to meet you last night...
( oh and log on to friendster... )
( oh and log on to friendster...
)
radiobastet:
Well - good question! Honestly, I haven't. However, right now we are at a very big juncture as far as the universe goes. Saturday is a full moon, a lunar eclipse, and a harmonic concordance. So there is a LOT of weird shit floating around right now. You could very well be experiencing the effects. I'm certainly no expert, but that is my studied opinion. I'm feeling it too, big time. Big changes are ahead...
Sheesh. What the hell is wrong with me? Everytime I try to type anything I leave out half the words. C'est la vie.
I've been thinking alot about the grand novel I've been working on for the last... uh... math, math, math... seventeen years? I think I'm on to a whole new way of organising and expanding it. It's gonna be so goooood. Even...
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I've been thinking alot about the grand novel I've been working on for the last... uh... math, math, math... seventeen years? I think I'm on to a whole new way of organising and expanding it. It's gonna be so goooood. Even...
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I went to freckle's birthday dinner tonight, which was nice because I haven't her in many moons. One of favorite people in the world was our server and then... randomly he stopped by the same bar I stopped by later that night to visit our mutual friend who was bartending. So we hit it off and gave me a lift home in his sweet,...
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freckle:
thank you co much for coming out to my birthday 
Well, I have just one job now and consequently three days a week to sleep, cook and generally be lazy. That'll do for a couple of months I suppose, I've earned a respite anyhow.
I've been reading the Dhammapada (the collected sayings of Buddha) and find myself amazed. I looked for this perhaps ten years ago but wasn't able to find it, and now I...
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I've been reading the Dhammapada (the collected sayings of Buddha) and find myself amazed. I looked for this perhaps ten years ago but wasn't able to find it, and now I...
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freckle:
good, you work too much
jeykool:
oooohh, Dhammapada.... That is hard to get...
I. Am. Free! Happy, happy, joy, joy.
Work work work. I SO plan to get some rest this weekend.
Also, I really hope I get to see freckle's back in real life.
Also, I really hope I get to see freckle's back in real life.
freckle:
last night i crashed kinda early because i was a little worn out for some reason...
you should come out to the halloween party tonight, then you can see it for yourself.
but until then here's a picture
you should come out to the halloween party tonight, then you can see it for yourself.
but until then here's a picture
Ooops! I did it again: I went post-crazy. Love me or leave me. 
I had a great time hanging out with SGSeattlers at Karaoke tonight. Truly, I did. Now that I have more time, I need to make an effort to spend more time with such people whom I like. Is that english? Is it Proper? Do I care? Not really, it expresses a sentiment,...
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I had a great time hanging out with SGSeattlers at Karaoke tonight. Truly, I did. Now that I have more time, I need to make an effort to spend more time with such people whom I like. Is that english? Is it Proper? Do I care? Not really, it expresses a sentiment,...
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I'm back from a little four day vacation. It was quite good, I slept alot and read some. I watched some TV which never happens when I'm at home since I don't have one; just the DVD player on my PC. The time I spent there wasn't especially remarkable, but the trip back was. We made good time, which on a longish journey is always...
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Well, I'm one step closer to being done with one of jobs. I'm still not too sure I'll be happy to be working full time at the new one, but I suspect that with a little time it'll be just fine. Mostly I need sleep. I'm getting out of town the day after tomorrow, though, and that'll be a really good chance to get a...
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