Well this should be fun now, shouldn't it?
So @missy @lyxzen and @rambo assigned us all a @bloghomework asking is what we want to accomplish in the next year. I'm a very reflective and goal-oriented person, so this homework was one that I really wanted to do. I apologize in advanced for the lengthiness of this post.
For starters, I wanna go pink! As I'm sure is the case with so many girls on this site, SG means so much more to me than just the modeling portion. Since I've been on the site, I've finally come to a place where I can be friends with a large group of females who are nothing but loving and supporting and I've only experienced that once or twice in my life (but never on such a large scale). Even though I've got a ways to go with building confidence, I've finally gotten to a place where I have stopped hating my body and am starting to learn how to love myself. I know when I joined the site, seeing women of color, curvier women, and women who weren't afraid of embracing their sexuality or sexual identities was a huge encouragement to me (being a curvy, black, pansexual female) and I feel like if I could offer that same encouragement to another person who might fit into one or more of those things (or anyone at all) then I could not be happier.
Secondly, I want to be a Staff Photographer! I've been shooting sets for SG for just over a year now and have had a total of 14 sets accepted for Member Review. My life beind the camera is just as important to me as my life in front and I would love to start taking more steps to realizing this goal for myself. Plus Vancouver REALLY needs a staff photographer here. There are so many talented SGs and hopefuls (some of which I've had the pleasure of working with) and I wanna see so many more sets coming from this end of the community!
Thirdly, I want to take more photography trips. I'm already in the process of trying to plan dates on Seattle, LA, and Vegas, but I want to do more! More specifically, I want to go out of my comfort zone and shoot on the East this year. New York/Jersey and Montreal are my main goals, but I want to go wherever the wind blows.
And last, but certainly not least, I want to really be an entertainer again. From as early as I can remember, my parents were always happy to let me follow my dreams. For years, I wrote scripts, sang, danced,filmed, and acted. It was a huge part of my life until high school, when my physical appearance stopped me from persuing all of these, apart from writing and filming, which I went to film school to persue. Now that I've gained some confidence, I want to get back to it. I want to take dance classes again, get an agent again and get back into acting and voice acting, and really take charge of my passions again! This will probably be the hardest of all the plans, but I can't wait to get back to it!
Well that's all she wrote for today, kittens !
What are your goals for the next year?
Ps. Thank you all so much for your love on my latest set "What Will Be?" Shot by @thelabrat ! I'm so glad you all liked it:) if you haven't seen it...well... Go do that now :)
💖💖💖 - Psypher