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someone right now is looking directly at the words that i just typed. skimming right over them, just like they would skim right over me if they were to see me walking down the street. i am just a lowly worm, not meant to be noticed.

in other news, today is the two week anniversary of my quitting smoking pot.

my life inspires yawns.
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here is something that is totally genius:

"depending on the day, and depending on what i ate,
i'm anywhere from 20-35 pounds overweight.
i got red eyes and one of em is lazy,
they both squint when the sun shines so i look crazy.
i'm albino man, i know i'm pink and pale,
i'm hairy as hell everywhere but fingernails.
i shave a cranium that...
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holy shit! hurricane's a-comin!!! everyone, rush out to your local small engine shop and buy every fuckin chainsaw in sight!! the last two days have been nuts. we've literally sold 45+ saws. i hate work.

i just got the nick cave dvd. oooooohhhh, it's so good. of course, i'd buy polaroids of nick cave taking a shit and then tell everyone it was the greatest...
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are you ever about to do something and you think, "i really shouldn't do this". then, you do it anyway, and you're thinking, "i really shouldn't be doing this". and immediately afterward, you think, "i really shouldn't have done that".

exactly at what point do i have control over my body and my actions? most people would say they have total control at all times,...
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dear diary,

today i got really drunk at like 1pm. i went to tower and i knocked over a big stack of cds that was on a shelf when i tried to grab a cd that was next to said stack. then, i came home, and was walking through the house in my socks, and i slipped on the wood floor and landed on my...
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it rained all day today. i heard its supposed to continue that way until wednesday. looks like my and alex's trip to the zoo tomorrow is off. frown i really enjoy hanging out with her. for like, a couple hours i totally forget how miserable i am, how sure i am that she doesn't like me, how ugly i feel, and how hopeless my life is....
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these journals are so god damn stupid. i say the same damn thing every day. i am falling hard for a girl. nothing is gonna come of it. but i can't help it, she's so amazing. so, here's what to do if you're interested in reading my journal: every day, instead of actually reading this, just make up some obsessive, depressing rants about how i...
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les:
please god, don't tell me you're referring to the series left behind.....
les:
good.
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random movie scene of the day:

from "a bronx tale" where chaz palmentari keeps asking the biker guys to leave the bar, and they keep ignoring him. he walks over to the door, pulls out a ring of keys, locks the door and says, "now youse *can't* leave". at this point, about 5 or 6 mobsters come busting out of the back room and proceed...
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today was one of the nicest, most beautiful days (weather-wise) that i can remember living through. and being routinely chewed out at work basically ruined it for me. just being at work in the first place was bad enough. i am *this* close to quitting. like...very close. i tried to think of a witty analogy just then, but i couldn't. suffice it to say i...
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sexygenie:
hi! just surfed on by. sucks to hear about the job. i'm in sales too. blah.

and may i just say, your fantasy is definitely the most unique i've seen =)
johnny_crotchrot:
You could always be a Wildlife Ranger guy. You would outside most the time so you could always be free to smoke. You would probably drive around most of the day too, so you could listen to music in the the ranger mobile/truck/jeep, whatever it is they drive.

Seriously though, you should go to school. Become a writer or something. Peace.
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you are like the flame i hold close to my forearm. the pain is becoming almost too much too bear, yet i do not flinch. you are like the first thick, cold, wet drops of concrete that are poured into the tiny hole where i live. in slowly and calmly inhale and exhale, as the gray mass rises towards my head like quicksand in reverse....
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