i want to split myself open from my chin down to my belly button. i want to scream at the top of my lungs until little flecks of blood start decorating my lips. i want to clench my fists until there are 8 half moon shaped gashes in my palms. i want to pound my fists against a cinder block wall until the bones start to crack. i want to walk barefoot across hot coals, only not walk, just stand until i hear the sizzle of my skin. i want to look directly into your eyes and tell you exactly how i feel.
silencenoir:
Sounds painful 