Friday Sep 14, 2012

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life is good, its hard, painful, rewarding, exhausting, beautiful, frightening and amazing all in one split second. I sit before this keyboard thinking of how much I take for granted, that I whine about all that I have to "deal with" when right in front of me I am acutely aware that I am beyond blessed with such wonderful people. I question what makes us...
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Thursday Mar 10, 2011

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I feel very overwhelmed lately...I have allowed the world to consume me and seduce me into it's ignorance.

Friday Dec 17, 2010

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If I frown, make me smile;
if I cry, make me laugh;
when I'm happy, keep me that way...
I am human, i am not broken, I do not need to be mended...only loved with all you have because anything less and you are not worth all I have to offer.

Sunday Dec 05, 2010

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time gives and we take for granted
time takes and we complain
but is it time that is at fault
or is our ignorance to blame

all I see is shadows
soulless beings that pass me by
hoping for connection
I am met with darkened eyes

greed and apathy control our minds
we have let hate rape our individuality
our hearts are filled with poison...
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Wednesday Nov 24, 2010

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everyday cannot be a success, I yell when I shouldn't, break promises that should have been kept...I will feed you mcdonalds every night for dinner for a week straight bc sometimes life is just that hectic, and I will make you eat your green beans even if you puke on my dinner table....I will be your best friend and your worst enemy...
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Monday Nov 22, 2010

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I am feeling a lot of relief tonight....the moon is full and the wind is pushing the clouds away at such a swift pace that I feel like giving all my negative thoughts and feelings to the sky so that I may have peace within myself. The hustle of life got the best of me again this week and as much as things are...
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Saturday Nov 06, 2010

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today was an interesting day inside my scattered mind....I am reeling from many different emotions surging through me....they keep hitting me at random intervals and taking my breath away. I am trying so hard to be strong but unfortunately I have never felt so vulnerable in all of my short life. I need someone to be there, not for me; just with me...
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Monday Nov 01, 2010

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everything that breaks leaves a scar....a translucent line where the glue has filled the crack, skin that is torn and has mended....my recent break has not left a visible scar unless you account for the look of sullen on my face. my heart has been broken and while I thought it had been before; it has certainly never been to this degree of...
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Wednesday Oct 27, 2010

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today is a rough day emotionally....I am aware that my life is a roller coaster right now, but it is very difficult to accept the change in my moods and emotions. the survivor in me wants to slap the pussy in me for acting the way I have the last few days! I am perfectly aware and happy with my recent life choices and...
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mikeysublime:

you are beautiful!!! you WILL be happy again, i promise....... and if i can do anything for you to make that happen, i will....

~namaste
mike

Tuesday Oct 26, 2010

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I awoke this morning and it finally registered that I am alone....I find myself in quite a conundrum.....what is the next chapter in my life going to be? What route will I take, where will I find peace within myself and the people that are around me? Will I continue to lose those that have meant so much to me the last leg...
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htowncamera:

You can go any where you wish, do anything you want...life is an adventure, not to be feared. I to am single and have opened a new chapter in my life as well. Freedom to discover yourself is a special thing, if you ever want to talk about it just give a shout.

psychotropic:

thank you...I do plan on making some much needed changes so that my future is an adventure and not just an existence!! smile

Wednesday Oct 20, 2010

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Went on a barefoot hike today...I love the way the cold ground awakens your scenes...then you step into the sun as if it were put there just for you...just to remind you that there is always warmth in the coldest & sometimes darkest places...those pockets of sun shining down that warmed the bottom of my feet helped me to stop feeling so...
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rickroyal:

It is odd to think how little I've walked around this world without shoes. Makes me think I should find someplace to walk around barefoot for a while. Hmm.