Hello, true believers. I am on a never ending quest to find some sort of proverbial "calm waters" in my life, but, to no avail, I have not.
It would seem that every attempt I make to be nice or find happiness is ruined by someone inconsiderate or selfish or both (don't take total credit for that J.L.R.). I went out on a date on monday that seemed to go pretty well. She is really cool and unfortunately only has only one tat. (A nautical star on her back.) But she wants more, so that's always a good thing. She sang a dixie chicks song to me a capella and she sounded angelic. *Sighs* It's nice to finally find a girl that can sing. That's always been my dream.
She seems to not have a problem with me dipping and she does it too! For some reason, that turns me on. Why? I don't know. Took her out to Q-Doba's , then to Cherry Bomb in louisvile. She loves vintage clothing circa 1940's and 50's. That's so hot. So far she's perfect. She can sing, she has a really cute southern accent and she loves almost everything I do.
Hope all goes well with the next date.
In other news, wrote the ex, Jessica, a little letter telling her to stop being so hateful. I got frustrated at her at the mall yesterday when I tried to tell her something important and she walked away and acted like she had been talking to someone else. I called her a cunt. Didn't really mean to, but hey, I was frustrated, and she was really rude. It happens.
I don't want any more drama. I am not her boyfriend anymore, and I don't want to be involved in her life. Which means I want her to stop badmouthing me. I care about it because for some reason beyond me, I still care about her (not to be confused with still being in love with her).
I did some bad things to her in and after the relationship, and I apologized to her. She accepted the apology, then proceeded to turn around and tell everybody I'm an asshole and I'm stalking her. I was on my way to my date and ran into my ex at her ortho's office next to the mall. I saw her car and decided to go and try to apologize. A lot of fat good that did me. So now I am a stalker and an asshole because I decided to apologize. Girls suck. I don't think they will ever stop sucking. Why I love them, I will never know, for they will always rip your heart out, smile and then go on to the next poor sap's heart while your still trying to get yours back...
It would seem that every attempt I make to be nice or find happiness is ruined by someone inconsiderate or selfish or both (don't take total credit for that J.L.R.). I went out on a date on monday that seemed to go pretty well. She is really cool and unfortunately only has only one tat. (A nautical star on her back.) But she wants more, so that's always a good thing. She sang a dixie chicks song to me a capella and she sounded angelic. *Sighs* It's nice to finally find a girl that can sing. That's always been my dream.
She seems to not have a problem with me dipping and she does it too! For some reason, that turns me on. Why? I don't know. Took her out to Q-Doba's , then to Cherry Bomb in louisvile. She loves vintage clothing circa 1940's and 50's. That's so hot. So far she's perfect. She can sing, she has a really cute southern accent and she loves almost everything I do.
Hope all goes well with the next date.
In other news, wrote the ex, Jessica, a little letter telling her to stop being so hateful. I got frustrated at her at the mall yesterday when I tried to tell her something important and she walked away and acted like she had been talking to someone else. I called her a cunt. Didn't really mean to, but hey, I was frustrated, and she was really rude. It happens.
I don't want any more drama. I am not her boyfriend anymore, and I don't want to be involved in her life. Which means I want her to stop badmouthing me. I care about it because for some reason beyond me, I still care about her (not to be confused with still being in love with her).
I did some bad things to her in and after the relationship, and I apologized to her. She accepted the apology, then proceeded to turn around and tell everybody I'm an asshole and I'm stalking her. I was on my way to my date and ran into my ex at her ortho's office next to the mall. I saw her car and decided to go and try to apologize. A lot of fat good that did me. So now I am a stalker and an asshole because I decided to apologize. Girls suck. I don't think they will ever stop sucking. Why I love them, I will never know, for they will always rip your heart out, smile and then go on to the next poor sap's heart while your still trying to get yours back...
[Edited on Dec 03, 2004 8:38AM]
trust me you haven't met me, and you don't want to.
if you want to move on, then get off the site and quit leaving comments on lillie's or pyrate's journal.
you are not the victim, so quit trying to play the part.
and don't fuck with me.