psycho5150

so i got a good buzz goin and i just got home. so i thought id sit at home and listen to depressing shit. so here i am. . . i said something really fucked up to a girlfriend of mine. im truly sorry but i still said it, i didnt mean it to be mean, it was funny just fucked up. and when ive...
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so my surgery went pretty well, still typing with one hand. im trying to make time to go out and look for a girl that suits me. (not an easy task) my arm feels ok, it feels like i woke up and was sleeping on it, all numb and retarded feeling, hehe. im reading a lot and bored a lot, it sucks not being able...
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so i had my surgery on friday the 27th. it was successsful as far as i know. they scraped the bones and cleaned the tendons and other cool sick shit like that. hopfully ill be up and running again in a month or 2 but who knows how long itll take. im looking into gettng into a metal band while im hurt. other than that...
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so im single again. . . we'll see how that works out for me. oddly enough i got dumped by a probably soon to be suicide girl, how shitty is that? whats even shittier is that no one is going to read this but i feel it will get some shit outta my head just by writing it down. anyway, im about to go hiking...
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ahh so i start another morning in front of my computer. drinking my coffee, listening to meshuggah, DEI is awsome. . . prolly just do the same ol shit i do everyday, until i finish my project then i dont know what the hell im gonna do while i work out. . .ill probably write this same thing down tomarrow. . .

Im 25. i live in Orange County, im in a band BSS. We've played a lot of shows with some pretty big bands. its a cool gig. im huge into fitness, im currently awaiting elbow surgery then i can get back to my working out 3 days a week self. at my peak i was 5'11" 185lbs solid. im currently 180lb. i play punk but...
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