psycho5150

been back home for a couple of weeks now. didnt think id be up for going out so quick but its fucking boring at home. i wanna get the hell outta here. get back to work, make some money. or just go to some shows. . .

back home in souther cali for about 15 more hours. . going to the grove here in a little bit to work the show. i hope i see a shit load of people tonight. hope the show goes really well. WOOT! haha

well im in New Mexico. nearly home. should be a weird show today with the late load in. we'll see how it goes. hope the people here are cool. they have been most places thus far. hope some older people are coming in, im tired of the scene kids coming in looking stupid and leaving before the headliners come on. im coming home soon!!! 3...
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well i havent been on here in a while, thought i would post something. im on the summer slaughter tour now with Necrophagist. dates have been pretty weak. not much turn out so far. hopefully that will change and the people going to them will change. too many scene kids. and just kids in general, i hate to look up and see a cute girl...
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so i doubt anyone is going to read this seeing as i have no friends on here. but im going back out on the Summer Slaughter tour. hopefully i can get some cute girls to come say hi to me while im stuck behind the Necrophagist merch booth. i can only hope. . .

so i just got back from Laughlin the other day. nice and hot out there, lost some money but had some fun. i was walking around in the middle of the day wearing all black (what? me? YES, ALWAYS!) it was 115 out. all these people were looking at me like i was crazy. it was the same thing as when i was in pittsburgh...
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so the other day my left eye went partially blind. the bottom to the left side were channel 3 screen. it was really weird it felt all fuzzy behind the eye. i dont know why i wanted to post this little story but it had been a while since i had posted anything and this was a weird occurance. . .

so i got back on the tour, finished it out with em. it was really cool. im going to be taking care of the Necrophagist webstore soon, gotta take care of some shit but then ill be the man. haha. man the women in canada are beautiful. i saw my first 9.5 in my life, i dont think i could ever find a 10 unless...
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so i just got back from the summer slaughter tour. i spent 3 days with the guys. totally fuckin awsome, one of the best experiences of my life. im so pumped im prolly not spelling correctly! anyway, now i got hook ups in germany and switzerland, hopfully ill be selling my stuff there soon, maybe to finland too! i just cant thank them all for...
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i just got done watching 7. this is what it inspired

Lost to Apathy

What kind of life is that to lead?
Being forced to live with apathy?
I live my life in the "stoic madness",
As a consequence I live with infinite sadness.
Through the tedious, through the frustration,
I've gone through life without much sedation.
It's easy to drift through when you're all...
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