growing up i was a tomboy with the dream to be a model. it was my secret dream, that i felt never could come true. when i was 12 i was a bit chunky and really shy about my body. i tortured myself over how i looked and i had given up on ever thinking of myself as beautiful. i found SuicideGirls when i was cruising the internet one day, and my dream sparked back to life. i was so inspired by the gorgeous tattooed and pierced women on the screen, and they came in all shapes and sizes. all through my troubled teenage years, struggling with accepting my curves and my crazy style, i idolized the girls i followed on SG. its been a dream of mine for almost 10 years to become a Suicide Girl. submitting my first set and having it be accepted for review was the most satisfying experience in my adult life. i finally feel like ive done something my younger self would be proud of. Suicide Girls has provided me with endless support through the years, whether they knew it or not, and now i have an opportunity to do the same for someone else. I feel empowered with what im doing, it makes me feel like the goddess i always knew i was.
@charm