Let me just start off with WOW and most importantly thank you @missy @Kiley and @alex for making this all possible for me. The night I had last night was beyond anything Ive ever done before. I got to see the beautiful ladies of the Blackheart Burlesque. There was booty all up in my face last night, more than I could have even begun to imagine. So heres how the night went.
I got there early for VIP. I first met @sunshine , and she remembered me from a few years ago when I was going to shoot with her.
I met @lolana and she is the biggest sweetheart. I got an awesome picture with her! @mavis_ also got a picture with her when she got there :)
Then I went on to meet all the lovely ladies in the show! They all complimented my boobies, and poked at em a little ;P
I was SO SO SO SO happy to see @bambu show up to the show! She has been one of the first Suicide Girls I knew of, and she became an easy and strong inspiration for me. Also being from Detroit made me love her that much more. Shes the nicest woman on the planet, I swear.
Eventually the show started and me, @mavis_ and her boyfriend, @tmacimaging, and my brother and our friend Andrew all watched the show.
And during the famous dance of everyone knows about, I GOT CALLED TO GO ON STAGE!!! @sunny brought Bambu on stage and did it old school. a few of us girls got to take body shots of Jim Beam off Bambu ;) Annnnd then came the dance off. I did decently well, I had the crowd cheering off the bat, but another girl got super hot and damn near got @sunny pregnant then and there. Shit was on fire to say the least.
I spent the rest of the show absolutely star struck by all the babes in the show. I couldn't have asked for a better night. I literally could go into tears missing how much fun I had. I am so happy to be surrounded by such amazing girls, and the family that comes with being a part of this site. Its not even just the modeling for me, its about the difference its made in me, my confidence, my self esteem, my attitude, my friendships, my goals, and mostly the person Ive grown since being involved with this amazing.. movement. I am accepted. These girls make me feel more beautiful and welcome than I ever have in any other group of people in my life. Even if I don't ever make the front page, which I will work my ass off to, I wouldn't be in any way disappointed because this in itself has made me the beautiful fucked up person I am finally PROUD AS FUCK TO BE.
I hope nothing but the best for all the ladies on tour <3 I love seeing you ladies rock the fuck out up there. Hopefully you guys haven't gotten sick of all my posts everywhere! (sorry lol) @papermashay @sunny @liryc @annemarie @yuni @peneloppe @whiskey <3
