i'm so sleeeeepy, but i don't like to leave my journal entries up for more than 2 days. the solisis shrine will remain up for at least another day, as well as my picture, even though i hate it. i'm too tired to change it. since it's my glasses-wearing-looking-up response to INKEDgirl's non-glasses-wearing looking up pic, though, it might be nice to have it up a little longer. she'll be dearly missed, but i wish her the best.
they have airplane bottles (that's what i've always called them) of romano caffe liquer for 2 for a dollar at my work, so i'm enjoying some in my hot chocolate right now. i'm working in my home town, so i'm constantly seeing people i went to high school with. i can't believe how BAD everyone looks now! they all look really...weathered, lived in, worn out. i don't really look my best right now (although i look tons better than i did in H.S.), but i still look way better than they do, and am probably happier. today i saw this guy who was the brother of one of my sister's friends, and he looked really bad, and much older than his years. he was also with his girlfriend, who was a much older (i mean, literally, she was...she didn't just look it), fat (i mean, like 250 lbs...not that there's anything wrong with that! but he used to always talk shit about me for being fat) woman with badly bleached hair. it kind of disturbed me for some reason. maybe i was afraid that looking at her was looking into my future. i don't know, i'm just rambling now.
so, i'm officially back at KALX. since i've been gone for over a year, they made me go to an orientation meeting. blah. nevermind that i'd been there 8 years before, and already knew everything. i didn't pay attention to most of it, and i tried REALLY hard not to have an, 'i am sooooooo above this,' attitude, b/c i hate people like that. that's exactly what i was thinking, though. finally, disco shawn mentioned that i used to work there, so it kind of explained my pretentious attitude. they also let me take off early. they want me to go through dj-training again, too, which is ridiculous. i mean, i can understand doing a little refresher course, but i don't need to go through the whole deal. i'm sure i can find a way to weasle around that, though.
wow, frankenstein added me to his friends list. i'm all giddy. he's the kind of boy that i would stare at from across the room and then quickly look away if he caught me. he's dreeeeaaaamy...sigh...
Solisis ROCKS!
they have airplane bottles (that's what i've always called them) of romano caffe liquer for 2 for a dollar at my work, so i'm enjoying some in my hot chocolate right now. i'm working in my home town, so i'm constantly seeing people i went to high school with. i can't believe how BAD everyone looks now! they all look really...weathered, lived in, worn out. i don't really look my best right now (although i look tons better than i did in H.S.), but i still look way better than they do, and am probably happier. today i saw this guy who was the brother of one of my sister's friends, and he looked really bad, and much older than his years. he was also with his girlfriend, who was a much older (i mean, literally, she was...she didn't just look it), fat (i mean, like 250 lbs...not that there's anything wrong with that! but he used to always talk shit about me for being fat) woman with badly bleached hair. it kind of disturbed me for some reason. maybe i was afraid that looking at her was looking into my future. i don't know, i'm just rambling now.
so, i'm officially back at KALX. since i've been gone for over a year, they made me go to an orientation meeting. blah. nevermind that i'd been there 8 years before, and already knew everything. i didn't pay attention to most of it, and i tried REALLY hard not to have an, 'i am sooooooo above this,' attitude, b/c i hate people like that. that's exactly what i was thinking, though. finally, disco shawn mentioned that i used to work there, so it kind of explained my pretentious attitude. they also let me take off early. they want me to go through dj-training again, too, which is ridiculous. i mean, i can understand doing a little refresher course, but i don't need to go through the whole deal. i'm sure i can find a way to weasle around that, though.
wow, frankenstein added me to his friends list. i'm all giddy. he's the kind of boy that i would stare at from across the room and then quickly look away if he caught me. he's dreeeeaaaamy...sigh...
Solisis ROCKS!
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_michael:
Love "hello its me" makes me feel like im 5 years old. did'nt know he was a junkie, i may have to buy some his albums now.
mike11:
MY ACCOUNT WAS REOPENED!