Monday May 03, 2004

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I've figured out a drinking/workout plan. rather, a way to not drink so often and workout more.

Yes!!

Saw Lily last night. She is amazing, we will most likely never date again, even though I think we really love each other.

Fuck, its fuckin hot!!!

I need to take long break.

whew.

I'll be in love for awhile......or at least longer than she will.
rendo:
I can't believe you've figured out a drinking/workout plan and didn't share it with us! So far my plan has involved more of both, which isn't very good i think.

Thursday Apr 29, 2004

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I'm having a lot of anxiety recently. About everyting I think.

I'm quitting my job soon to just sort of wander around. I have another part time job that start at the end of June and I think that may be the way for me.

I've been doing music videos and being an agent for directors for almost two years and, you know, I just...
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Friday Apr 23, 2004

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Ninjas, pirates, monkeys, penguins, & robots.

That, friends, is all that matters.


"Samurai Chop!"

surreal

Thursday Apr 22, 2004

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So I accidentally talked to Lily agian and as usual, it didnt meet my expectations.

Why is it so hard to let go of an ex that you still really have feelings for, even though you know its best to just let go?

God Damn.

New girls are fun though, I just have to start appreciating it.

Santa Cruz in 2 weeks and Iceland in...
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Monday Apr 19, 2004

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So I haven't spoken to Lily in a week. I think that if she wants to really break up, this is the best way to do it for me. Besides she doesn't really care anyway, we're in completely different emotional places.

The unsettling part is not the break up nor is it that I adore her in every way, its that all these nwe girls...
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rxqueen:
Aimee Echo fans make me happy smile

Thursday Apr 15, 2004

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No more Lily, at least not for a while. New things are underrated. New people, jobs, cities, etc.

Red Wine my friends, the liquid of the future.

Pieces of April-damn fine lil movie.

God Bless the Lakers.

Excercise, wine, and sleep....I will be invincible in no time.

"Ninja Flip!"
ash:
Sounds like you got yourself a pretty interesting job! What is it exactly that you do?

Well thank you, I do try* to put introspective content in my journal, as inspired by presidentnumber2. The first time I went to her journal, she was talking abt a very important issue, and I applauded her for really making something of her journal, unlike so many others who just go on and on and on abt themselves. I know that some* ppl join the site because they are interested in a certain girl and they want to learn all abt their lives and what kinds of fun things they do with their time, but my life is pretty lame in comparison with some others, so I try not to talk abt myself very much. Id much rather learn abt the ppl I associate with on the site ... how they feel abt certain things, their thoughts, feeling, etc etc. Ppl can be so intriquing, all you have to do is ASK. So I hope to see more of you around the site, bye now! smile

Friday Apr 09, 2004

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No more drinking for a while. I do dumb shit when I'm drunk, not bad, just dumb. I need to be healthier.

I feel like shit, ungover as all hell.

Strange sometimes that alcohol is completely legal. Whew, I need a nap and some tea.

Fun weekend ahead/ Hope so.

I miss Lily.

Luv
lenore:


Yeah, good for you! Drinking's gay!

Wednesday Apr 07, 2004

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Whew, I'm exhausted. I need about 10K dollars and a change of pace, of scenery too.

Work has become a weight on my shoulders that I'm through with. I'm tired, bored, and looking for something else. I love what I do, just not my workplace or my routine.

Life is bizarre sometimes. Or not. Maybe it just catches my off guard sometimes. Good fuckin weather...
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ash:
Hey hun, thanks for the email, I always like to receive them smile
Im glad u think Im a good edition to sg, I try my best!
I know there will never be *one* answer to my questions in my journal abt religion and the creation of everything, but I just wanted to see what other ppl's views were on the subject. I like to learn abt the ppl on my friends list and what they think, feel ... things like that. Im a people person, so to speak. wink
Anyways ... nice to meet ya, and Ill be seeing you around the site!

Monday Apr 05, 2004

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"Never Kiss A Fool, Never Let A Kiss Fool You!'


Aint that the truth.....

Happy fukin light out when its late, gang!!

Ninja Flip!

P

Thursday Apr 01, 2004

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Strokes tomorrow night? Yup

Lily is coming down, should be fun....just gotta make sure I remember we're broken up.

I've got this annoying fuckin head cold that is pissing me off. I'm cool with staying home and being sick, but when you just feel shitty it blows cuz now I'm st work bitching.

Oh, and work, fuck! Shit is slow right now, its sad cuz...
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Monday Mar 29, 2004

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Fuck.

She's been hella cool to me about this whole thing. Very straight up, no bullshit. We both stil llike each other a lot and there's definitely room for a future.....but not now.

And for some God Damn reason I can't seem to get her out of my mind. She wakes me up, in my head, and its all my fault.

What If I'm really...
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akirali:
d'oh! I guess I didnt word that correctly. I meant to list Wu-Tang as one choice and Atmosphere as a separate one. Contrary to what Slug says on Trying to Find a Balance : "Atmosphere finally made a good album. Yeah right that shit almost sounds convincing"

sorry for the confusion

Tuesday Mar 23, 2004

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OK, here we go.

Its time for a change.....60 day deadline.

More control has got to be had. You know we can do whatever we want and change anything that isnt working. The difference is there are talkers and there are doers.

I got to get out of this rut, change my routine asap. Shit.

Alright, its officail things have got to start getting better......asap....
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