if you would have asked me 5 years ago that I would have felt lost and depressed without my job and that my workplace would feel more like home that my own home, I would have laughed soooo hard.
Yesterday I started to work again after not working for almost a year because of Corona.
I am a bartender but I do not work in a normal place: I work in a Variety. It‘s sort of a Theater but with artists. I worked there for 6 years and I grew up to love that place SO much.
During Corona I had the time to work on my thousend hobbies that I really do love. But I understood that there is a difference between doing your hobbies in your free time and do them because you literally have no other option.
After months passed I felt more and more depressed and just couldn‘t see the reason why. Just until yesterday when I had my first work day after such a long time and I felt HAPPINESS.
I just wanted to come here to let you know that I have become that kind of person who is not a whole without their job and do not feel bad about it 💁🏻♀️
Thank you for reading this! ❤️
