a satisfying job is so hard to find these days! especially when you know you're moving in 2 months....i need the money now but lack the passion to go get a paycheck in the mean time. it's hard enough finding a massage job, nevermind one that you will be throwing away in 8 weeks....but still i don't want to go into debt hanging around SF waiting to go to LA. it's gonna put me in the red enough to go there in general.
my life is totally crazy. i'm really walking that line between genius and madness. i'm just hanging around waiting for life to begin while it passes me by....
it feels like i'm back in college in ottawa again. i have no money, but my bills are paid (for august anyways) and i'm just wandering around the park by myself. SF is a strange and magickal place...but i cannot get things going or settle here. yesterday i became downright angry because it is freezing cold in august. if not in the sun the wind just chills your bones. i'm from new england and the cold here bugs me. at least it's not humid, but where is the heat? i need a hot summer day....
my life is totally crazy. i'm really walking that line between genius and madness. i'm just hanging around waiting for life to begin while it passes me by....
it feels like i'm back in college in ottawa again. i have no money, but my bills are paid (for august anyways) and i'm just wandering around the park by myself. SF is a strange and magickal place...but i cannot get things going or settle here. yesterday i became downright angry because it is freezing cold in august. if not in the sun the wind just chills your bones. i'm from new england and the cold here bugs me. at least it's not humid, but where is the heat? i need a hot summer day....
bonfirecollapse:
"Your revolution is over, Mr. Lebowski. Condolences. The bums lost. My advice is to do what your parents did; get a job, sir. The bums will always lose. Do you hear me, Lebowski? "