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Friday Mar 30, 2007

Mar 30, 2007
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Last night I met with friends for a 'book club'. We read an oldie: Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah by Richard Bach. It deals with our notions of God and self and says everything is an illusion to be overcome. In my mind, it denies any actual reality. Maybe I see it as denying TRUTH. I think there is a perfection. Not many perfections, but one. I'll say this very poorly (meaning I doubt I'll get the idea across), but it's more like Plato's forms. Everything in this world is a shadow of it's 'form' - it's perfection. Each of us is like our 'form' - the perfect person, or god... but none of us achieve it. Bach seems to say that anything goes. Be what you want and it's good. The book seemed to reject the notion of any absolutes - or, as I called it above: TRUTH.

Of course, all of this started coming to me after we broke up. It was Thursday - Irish music night at Ward's (where we had the discussion - and where I generally go on Thursdays to meet the gang). Now I want to get them all together to go into more detail.

Anyone out there ever heard of the book - or maybe are familiar with Bach? He also wrote Jonathan Livingston Seagull.
fistfuck:
I fell out of love... it was as simple as that. He is still in love with me and although i love him... im just no longer in love with him. I stayed for a while trying to make myself fall in love... but when it came down to it i couldnt. I want head over heals love... i want it all... i think i deserve it... I was staying because it was comfortable and i didnt want to hurt him... but now... i think he deserves to be with someone who is in love with him... and i deserve to be with someone im in love with. I didnt cheat... i never would... thats not something i do... im very loyal and sweet... he had cheated before and i dealt with it because i had to. He was still very in love... i feel bad... he tells me im perfect.... heh.... im hardly that.

yes im a mess... good luck to the next guy, eh? lol.
Mar 31, 2007

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