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As Lola (who is one of the most wonderful people i know) suggested, i need to QUIT developing crushes on girls who model for the site... because i only end up longing for something that isnt even REAL.

i also have a big issue with the whole 'fantasy/reality' thing... and i always get caught up in the 'what if...'

yeah, i'm a silly school boy...
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trixie:
But what you must realize is that we should take more joy in the unrequited crush. They keep us out of relationship trouble. They make us giddy and hopeful. They give us something to daydream about. I'm going to try to spend more time in this phase as opposed to rushing in and sleeping with someone and learning that they're a twat.
trixie:
Perhaps then we're both at the point where we need to grow balls and say "hi!" to these adorable people we see. What's the worst that can happen? Besides, if the Mayans are right, 2012 is doomsday. Might as well have some cute real life hook ups before then.
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The Ritual.

As i stated briefly before, there have been a lot of things on my mind (therefore, this will probably be a rather long post).

it's now 2008. I've been living in SF for nearly four years. I've still got a year left of school, and hopefully i can acquire the finance to afford it *crosses fingers*. Only in this semester have i yet...
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i really do have some stuff on my mind as of late... things about spirituality (which is down right foreign to me) and about ambition and purpose and about what i want out of my future. when i have a few hours to really collect my thoughts and put them into words, i'll post them.

until then, i've been around, just kinda quiet. a few...
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nullWhat'd you score...?


So, on Christmas, we're all supposed to be happy and with people we love and care about and giving and receiving gifts... yeah, all that stuff.

This year here's what i've scored:

From Flint: a giant metal bat that he made in class, which is pretty fuckin' cool.

From Flint's dad: gift certificate to this really great cafe here downtown. and...
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dot:
thanks darling!
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We believe that as people living
in the United States it is our
responsibility to resist the injustices
done by our government,
in our names

Not in our name
will you wage endless war
there can be no more deaths
no more transfusions
of blood for oil

Not in our name
will you invade countries
bomb civilians, kill more children
letting history take its course...
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Painfully Obvious.

So, the time has come that i realize that even though i'm brilliant, even though i feel that i possess most if not all of the qualities that anyone would want in a person, friend, partner, mate, or whatnot, i'm doomed.

now, some may say that the throne is a cold and lonely seat, and i suppose i must agree. and maybe it's...
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kittenroo:
...you should come over
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Just for the Record...

I do write a hell of a lot more in regards to 'diary' entries or blog postings. Most of them live on my MacBook or iMac as stickies.

For those of you who know me very well, as in have known me since way before i moved to SF, nothing i write would surprise any of you. you all know me...
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Seas of Glass.

In my most waking, vivid dreams, i always see the sands...

I've taken many road trips through our own American Southwest, and i've seen the various types of desert that our country has to offer, where it be scrub and gravel and barren, tiny stones, or dunes as far as he eyes can see.

I've always been fascinated by the desert. The...
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elza:
haha no, im crashing with friends here for a while..
I ran into Jodi on the 108 going to the island and she stopped by..
elza:
isnt there more than one apple store in sf?
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Combustion.

Notice: This post has nothing to do with pyromania, the subject of 'fire' is only as an observation to the human experience.

Two years ago, i was on a date (though i dont know if you'd define it clearly as a date, you'll understand in a moment). A female friend and i had agreed to meet at my house around 10PM and from there,...
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i got dumped last night.

someone send me some SG lovin's.

-Wm.