programchaos

Let's smoke some weed together today yes?

Another rainy day. Cold and grey. Gotta get up out of this mess of a bed but all I've got is my beard to keep me warm.

Does anyone ever wonder why the freaks come out on Sunday? I mean, not the traditional freaks, them's us, and we are more normal than them. I'm talking about the kind of freaks that look just like everyone else but when they open their mouth for the first time you know something is very wrong inside of them. I work in retail and I swear...
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I'm going down to mexico today to see a shaman. I hope it all works out. I'm less nervous about this though than getting another "I want you back" text from my ex, Kate.

I love the sound of the rain coming down on the roof when all is quiet. You know mother nature is out there making things a little cleaner.

Cloudy day and a cloudy mind. Trying hard to stay above the clouds.

It's a cold and cloudy day. The smell of you on my sheets is barely perceptible now, like the faint smell of cologne on a handkerchief stuffed into a drawer only to be discovered years later. Do I remember you? Do I remember what we had had and what we did together anymore or was that just a dream? I feel like i've voluntarily sat...
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We almost had it all. It's been about two weeks since she up and left, and I still don't know how to feel about it all. I'm not sensitive enough, i'm too cold. She thought I was going to be someone else and the allure of really good sex kept pulling us together until she broke. Then I broke. Now we've been done for about...
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