Well I've never really been a blogger, but I need to get some things out of my head. I've been really struggling with some life decisions I've made and I'm not sure what I should do about it. My main issue is money, not that I don't make enough to get by I'm just horrible with it. I can't seem to stick to a budget to save my life. I just have a willpower issue with not buying things, I don't want to wait to buy something if I have the money now, i just buy it. That usually comes back to bite me too. I end up flat broke. I just can't seem to break the cycle. Ok, got hat out there, It's my own problem and only I can fix it, thanks whomever reads this for actually taking the time to read my nonsensical ramblings.