Its almost 9pm. I'm still at my office. Got here at 9am this morning. This seems to happen more and more often. I wouldn't mind so much if it really meant I was getting that much more business, but i don't think it does. I dunno. I've got an accountant starting in the beginning of Septmeber, maybe he can figure that shit out. Also gotta streamline the operation more, I'm doing too much work for the number of employees i have. Oh well, thats the goal for the remainder of the month.
I'm kinda over the SG thing again. It comes and goes, guess I want something more real in my life, I enjoy the fantasy that SG and my random girls have provided, but it just isn't fulfilling enough. Very few people would I ever consider dating and that list gets smaller and smaller as I get to know people more and more. Maybe I'm too picky, or maybe I am right and deserve better. I don't know. I've cleared my plate of most of the females I was chasing or screwing. Three are sort of left, one has never given in to me, and I doubt ever will, but she is a great friend. Another finally is done with her ex after going back and forth, but she is vegan and lives in Irvine, so not sure how well that will work. The other one is lots of fun, but I doubt will ever progressive from the seemingly non-exsistent stage it is currently in, oh well. Time to find some new ones. Was supposed to meet this new girl from FIDM, but we both had to cancel so that will have to wait for another day.
I'm tired, I want to drink and smoke again. I feel that part of my addictive personality coming back. I'm resisting the urge to find some coke, it would be so fun, but i know i shouldn't, i'm strong enough to resist, for now at least.
Need to spruce up my office. I think some OBEY prints would look good against my red walls. Especially this one "Visual Pollution" unfortunately its sold out and the only person with it wants $750. Probably worth it though, it is awesome.
-kevin
I'm kinda over the SG thing again. It comes and goes, guess I want something more real in my life, I enjoy the fantasy that SG and my random girls have provided, but it just isn't fulfilling enough. Very few people would I ever consider dating and that list gets smaller and smaller as I get to know people more and more. Maybe I'm too picky, or maybe I am right and deserve better. I don't know. I've cleared my plate of most of the females I was chasing or screwing. Three are sort of left, one has never given in to me, and I doubt ever will, but she is a great friend. Another finally is done with her ex after going back and forth, but she is vegan and lives in Irvine, so not sure how well that will work. The other one is lots of fun, but I doubt will ever progressive from the seemingly non-exsistent stage it is currently in, oh well. Time to find some new ones. Was supposed to meet this new girl from FIDM, but we both had to cancel so that will have to wait for another day.
I'm tired, I want to drink and smoke again. I feel that part of my addictive personality coming back. I'm resisting the urge to find some coke, it would be so fun, but i know i shouldn't, i'm strong enough to resist, for now at least.
Need to spruce up my office. I think some OBEY prints would look good against my red walls. Especially this one "Visual Pollution" unfortunately its sold out and the only person with it wants $750. Probably worth it though, it is awesome.
-kevin