Hello to anyone who cares to read.
The following is the testimonial i gave last saturday when I reaffirmed my faith by being rebaptised. Enjoy!
So about six months ago I started to have a good look at my life, at where i was at and why. And the harder that I looked the more i began to realize that the thing that were bad in my life were direct results of the actions that i had taken while the thing that were good I had a very tough time explaining. I am a person that lives life to the excess, no matter what it is partying, drinkin, whatever I don't go home at midnight chances are Im still going strong at noon the next day. And i realized why i was doing this i was useing these temporary exesses as a patch to fill just for a moment the emptiness that I have inside of me and I also realized that these temporary fixes were just leaving me emptier.
About this same time I began to spend time with a new friend named Anca. Anca at this point was a brand new reborn Christian and a very enthusiastic one at that. Ocassionally our conversations would drift toward religion as many of my conversations with anyone do peoples thougths on the subject absolutely enthrall me. After one of my questions Anca merely had the following response "Dave you do understand that your curiousity is God extending a hand to you" and she invited me to the Ap (Regina Apostolic Church). I believe i disregarded her initial offering but over the next few weeks as the invitations continued and the curiousity grew I decided hey why not. So I went................
WOW THAT NIGHT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I felt God course through my veins and it was a RUSH like none i had felt ever before an incredible high that no drug could come close to matching. ADreniline rushed through my veins for the next three days, and most of all for the first time in avery long tiem i didnt feel completly empty. Dont get me wrong I will always battle depression but in the recent months the hole that has been a continual damper on my spirit has shrunk and the bad times are quite frankly just not so bad.
Thats my story, thank you for your time and support!!!
Well my friends there it is. In all honesty that barely cracks the surface but you get the idea. maybe i will give the whole story as I get more time. I could probably write a book. Please comment i would enjoy your thoughts, Religion has become a taboo subject in todays life when it should be a focus everyone shares. I am not telling you become a Christian because i did I am merely saying it is waht works for me. But i do believe that the world has to start believeing in something before we all crash and burn.
The following is the testimonial i gave last saturday when I reaffirmed my faith by being rebaptised. Enjoy!
So about six months ago I started to have a good look at my life, at where i was at and why. And the harder that I looked the more i began to realize that the thing that were bad in my life were direct results of the actions that i had taken while the thing that were good I had a very tough time explaining. I am a person that lives life to the excess, no matter what it is partying, drinkin, whatever I don't go home at midnight chances are Im still going strong at noon the next day. And i realized why i was doing this i was useing these temporary exesses as a patch to fill just for a moment the emptiness that I have inside of me and I also realized that these temporary fixes were just leaving me emptier.
About this same time I began to spend time with a new friend named Anca. Anca at this point was a brand new reborn Christian and a very enthusiastic one at that. Ocassionally our conversations would drift toward religion as many of my conversations with anyone do peoples thougths on the subject absolutely enthrall me. After one of my questions Anca merely had the following response "Dave you do understand that your curiousity is God extending a hand to you" and she invited me to the Ap (Regina Apostolic Church). I believe i disregarded her initial offering but over the next few weeks as the invitations continued and the curiousity grew I decided hey why not. So I went................
WOW THAT NIGHT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I felt God course through my veins and it was a RUSH like none i had felt ever before an incredible high that no drug could come close to matching. ADreniline rushed through my veins for the next three days, and most of all for the first time in avery long tiem i didnt feel completly empty. Dont get me wrong I will always battle depression but in the recent months the hole that has been a continual damper on my spirit has shrunk and the bad times are quite frankly just not so bad.
Thats my story, thank you for your time and support!!!
Well my friends there it is. In all honesty that barely cracks the surface but you get the idea. maybe i will give the whole story as I get more time. I could probably write a book. Please comment i would enjoy your thoughts, Religion has become a taboo subject in todays life when it should be a focus everyone shares. I am not telling you become a Christian because i did I am merely saying it is waht works for me. But i do believe that the world has to start believeing in something before we all crash and burn.
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beledi:
I'm glad that you can find something to believe in. Not a lot of people have that in this world. Whether it's God, Buddha, Ganesh, the Goddess, or UFOs, it's always good to realize that something out there unites us somehow, no matter what face you put on 'it.'
beledi:
you're welcome. it's a huge pet peeve of mine when people don't read mine, so i try to read everyone's that i comment in.