primrose

Everyone in my areas decided to go on vacation at once at work. And, I have no idea if I'm eligible for one myself. I used to be sure, since I had been working a year, but they changed up my position and bleh! But I'm just being cranky that my days off were organized so that I worked seven days straight. I'm actually pretty good.

Kinda been in a funk though. Grumpy and moody. Walked home in the rain the other day. You know how it is when you feel like you got to make sure everyone else is ok so much that you kinda get shafted. Yeah, that's kinda how I feel. Just thinking it'd be nice once in a while for it to be all about me. But, I'm not one to dwell on self pity. Especially since god or the universe of what have you seems to like taking me down a peg when I do.

For instance, when I was walking home in the rain, I was actually pretty upset that my moms was blaming me for the bathtub's pipes getting clogged and forbid me to take a shower. I mean, washing out of a plastic tub is degrading and I had been doing hard sweaty work all week. So I'm all paranoid that I stink and grumpy that I'm not being trusted to use indoor plumbing and since my folks were out of town for most of the day and I had called like five times to try and see if they had gotten home already, I made up my mind to walk home. So, while I was stewing about not getting a shower, nature provided. I've gotta admit, I found it a little funny and it made me feel better.