my mind is crazy right now, i need to squash all this small shit and not let it take me over... i havent slept more than 30 min at a time in a week and its wearing me thin, not to mention a little boy drama - dam, not even the older ones have their shit together yet, im starting to see the appeal of pulling a "girls next door" and dating someone way up there. lol. money is tight but when isnt it. its my own fault though so i have no room to bitch. ill keep it short, boring, and negative.
