***I have a crush hehehe but I'm not telling 
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ok so i'm going to add a little to this post just cause. I can do that hahaha
But anyway tonight is the last night of class and I'm nervous and excited cause I going to be leaving a great group of women that I have been with for 9 months. A handful I will still talk to and hang out with cause they're already friends. I'm scared about starting my externship on monday cause I dont want to screw it up and I'm afraid I will fail. I dont want to fail. I have worked so hard to get where I am. I have worked my ass off and want to be proud of myself. Ugh I'm going cry. How lame hehehe Also I'm losing my support system and I dont know how I'm going to do. But I've worked so hard during school. Harder then I have at school before. I will graduate in Sept but I will be completely done with school in July. I just hope I will graduate with honors.
On another note my birthday is coming up on July 1st. I think I'm going out with some friends the weekend before so that should be fun since last year my bday sucked but not everyday can be perfect.
Also I think my depression has gotten worse over the years. I stopped taking meds in High school cause I hated feeling like I wasnt me and I wasnt living my own life. I hated it. I hate faking being happy all the time. So I just want to say thank you to the people that actually make me smile and go out of there way to make my day. Thank you even if you didn't know you were making should a big impact you are. It takes a lot for me to smile and truly make me happy so you're special
To all the great people I have met on here you are all amazing and I am so happy to have known you even if I have never met you in person.
dpgc44 Thanks for putting up with all my bullshit cause I know you have to deal with so much of it and I'm sorry
Jappy You are my favorite Italian in the world. You are one of the sweetest people I know and your English gets better by the day. One day I will come visit you in Italy.
FrankusI miss joking with you all the time like we did. I hardly talk to you anymore and that's sad
WyKKiDGet your ass back online soon. I miss you!!!
TattooedSupermanOne of my favorite boys ever. You make me smile just about everyday and are such a big sweetheart. Things will work out for you when you least expect it to. Thank you for being you and someday we'll be going to concerts together and having fun.
To everyone else that I talk to dont think you arent important you are all great and now I'm going to stop writing and go finish studying cause this turned into a really long, girlie, mushy post hehehe
XOXOXO B ♥
***ok so i'm going to add a little to this post just cause. I can do that hahaha
But anyway tonight is the last night of class and I'm nervous and excited cause I going to be leaving a great group of women that I have been with for 9 months. A handful I will still talk to and hang out with cause they're already friends. I'm scared about starting my externship on monday cause I dont want to screw it up and I'm afraid I will fail. I dont want to fail. I have worked so hard to get where I am. I have worked my ass off and want to be proud of myself. Ugh I'm going cry. How lame hehehe Also I'm losing my support system and I dont know how I'm going to do. But I've worked so hard during school. Harder then I have at school before. I will graduate in Sept but I will be completely done with school in July. I just hope I will graduate with honors.
On another note my birthday is coming up on July 1st. I think I'm going out with some friends the weekend before so that should be fun since last year my bday sucked but not everyday can be perfect.
Also I think my depression has gotten worse over the years. I stopped taking meds in High school cause I hated feeling like I wasnt me and I wasnt living my own life. I hated it. I hate faking being happy all the time. So I just want to say thank you to the people that actually make me smile and go out of there way to make my day. Thank you even if you didn't know you were making should a big impact you are. It takes a lot for me to smile and truly make me happy so you're special
To all the great people I have met on here you are all amazing and I am so happy to have known you even if I have never met you in person.
dpgc44 Thanks for putting up with all my bullshit cause I know you have to deal with so much of it and I'm sorry
Jappy You are my favorite Italian in the world. You are one of the sweetest people I know and your English gets better by the day. One day I will come visit you in Italy.
FrankusI miss joking with you all the time like we did. I hardly talk to you anymore and that's sad
WyKKiDGet your ass back online soon. I miss you!!!
TattooedSupermanOne of my favorite boys ever. You make me smile just about everyday and are such a big sweetheart. Things will work out for you when you least expect it to. Thank you for being you and someday we'll be going to concerts together and having fun.
To everyone else that I talk to dont think you arent important you are all great and now I'm going to stop writing and go finish studying cause this turned into a really long, girlie, mushy post hehehe
XOXOXO B ♥
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ig_by:
of coarse, but we would have to spoon 
ig_by:
Oh I'll be looking at you, spoons can face either way, duh