prettylikedrugs

After two years.......I'm still in love with this guy.......i think about anyway i can see him......i think about what he's doing.......things he's said to me and the million different things they could mean......and how one day things will just work out and he'll want me........and i won't come home steaming drunk......throwing things and scratching at the walls because he doesnt want me........and although we're still friends that's not what i want.........it's never going to be any other way and that just makes me sick.....i mean i moved half way across the country and that didnt help....if anything we talk more...................and the thing that makes me know i love him is he makes me laugh........and i mean really laugh like in your belly and he's NOTHING like i'd describe my perfect man to be superficially but who gives a fuck i love the bloke

just waiting for him to return it

*with wine comes truth