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me drunk while getting ready for my christmas fancy dress party



my friend dexter who i constantly think i have a crush on even though i'd never go out with him====he's just super cool BUT an indie boy haha

and here's me drunk before Stay Beautiful's christmas party ( for those who don't know-----it's a glam/rock night which happens in a club in Camden once a month)



I am such a poser when inebriated

Okay so christmas has just gone and i know you shouldnt base it on superficial things but I like sharing present stories------I got SPOILED like fuck cos i am an only child:

D&G watch ( may seem extravagant----my dad got it for me and apparently there was supposed to be 25% off but the stupid assistant charged him the 25% so he ended up having 75% off-----god bless dumb blondes)
Recording and Mixing software for my comp
Badge maker
Fuckloads of CDs and DVDs including Scarling's back catalogue
Sylvia Plath and Elizabeth Wurtzel books------LOADS
new digital camera

I am totally spoiled but completely grateful and returned the lovely gifts with equally thoughtful gifts and smiles ALL DAY------and didnt get that drunk on christmas day-----that's a present for my mum in itself

Boxing day was SO much fun--------went to Merthyr which for those of you who dont know is in the Valleys of Wales------for people in America it's what you might call redneckville hehe------anyway there was this venue which put a wrestling ring up and there was proper american style wrestling going on!!!!!saw my ex wrestle and we actually talked and he bought me a drink-----he doesnt like me like that at ALL anymore and so it hurt a bit to see him and be like we were--------so i ended up getting really drunk and going home with some other guy and walking home at 7 in the morning ( when it was still dark ) and just stood on this bridge for ages watching the river------self destructive-----i think so!!!!

someone come save me and make me healthy and not a liability!!

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