prettygirl66

i've spent the past few days hanging out with my f.w.b. for a while we didn't speak to eachother. not for any particular reason. we just didn't. anyway, a few days ago we went out with some of our friends. later on we came back to my house and were laying in my bed talking and watching t.v. and he came out and said, "you know i care about you, right?" so i said, "yeah, sweety. i care about you too." he just looked at me and smiled. then after a few seconds kissed me on my forehead of all places and said, "more than you think i do." so now i was really confused. but i didn't ask what he was talking about or where all of this was coming from because it felt so good for somebody to care or at least say that they did. i didn't want that moment to be ruined. so i just layed there with his arms around me thinking with my head on his chest as he fell asleep.

just as quickly as that joy came, it went.

then reality hit me...i've known this man for almost six years. during that time we were never more than friends until a few months ago so i know that he is not the type to be with one person and be committed. and at that moment, i asked myself, "why the hell would he say that?" and i have no idea why.

i'd be a liar if i said i didn't care about him. i do. i just don't take what we've been doing for the past few months too seriously because he's my friend. not my boyfriend. a friend. that's it. and i have never said anything to him about other feelings that i've had. i always figured it was nothing and that i just felt that way because i had been hurt and he's been there for me. i didn't wanna make things complicated but guess what...

things just got complicated

i'm so confused