prettyawful

I must say, I am one tricky bitch. I have found a source of men. untapped, and they are helpless to my young pretty self.

I'M ALSO DRUNK.

Ladies night.

If you read previous blog.

Free drinks because I pick good bars and know that right people. Two free shots. two free beers. I'm a light weight with booze so the trick is done with that. Bad news is, one boys is an ex of a semi friend who is more like a boss. They other is in the band whom I work with at some shows I'm in. The two know each other. Both have 5-7 years of age on me. Both earn 20 to 40 thousand less than me. Both have probably slept with 10-20 people more than me... AND I'm probably more educated than them by 2-5 years. I'm an all honors grad from the best art school for my major in the country along with a focus from Yale. ... I'm 22.

Siiigh.

Needless to say_ I went home alone.

Kinda over the booty call shit. Unless you are my awesome 6'4" lover whom I miss so much and would love to casually fuck. But you're not.

What is the deal with dudes these days!!!?? Mommy issues up the ass, no money or ambition, and no fucking education!

Urgh!

URGH! URGH! URGH! UUUUURGH!

It's ok tho. I'm young. I got time before I need to stop fucking up.

And yes. I will PROBABLY kiss the ex or my boss. ... cause I can. And I like him. He is super nerdy and cute.

HE WAS SO NERVOUS! lol

yay.

awfully drunk

P. AWFUL