i have lost my id. im waiting for my old one that my friend overnigted me. well it is the next day but its not here.
i need to fly home.
get all my shit straight there and then come back here.
i do love it here....it will be hard to be back in utah. i think i will be awfully bored. but i will try and make the most of it. actually it will be good to drive around and get cherry cokes and daydream with friends. go to band practices. smile a bit.
but i will be back. i have so much to do here. so much room to grow.
its amazing.
i had the best day with my new bff Jaclyn. we went to the pier and rode the carousel. we got outlines of lipstick tubes tattooed on our forearms. mine is going to be pink and have huge lipstick written letters next to it that say Dior.
thats better than a ten inch dick and you know it!!
people have really big mouths here. like HUGE. but its all a secret its all overdone its all overrated.
no way to really describe it so i'll post this song i just happened to be listening to right now>>
A little bit closer,
I know you're not bashful
There, now that's not so bad, is it?
So what was that secret?
What did that prick whisper to you?
Was it playful and flirty
Or degrading and dirty?
I know you like it both ways
So -- what did he say?
To make you so goddamn defiant
So fucking triumphant
Relations, in direct competition
Domination
The players, disguised as the lovers
The best friend
A game of who needs who the worst
A little bit closer
Your lipstick is smudged, dear
Here, let me wipe that smirk off
A secret
But you couldn't keep it so secret
Relations, without hesitation
Or social tact
As it occured, it occured to me
Who needs who?
Who needs who?
A little bit closer...
Closer...
>>Cursive
i need to fly home.
get all my shit straight there and then come back here.
i do love it here....it will be hard to be back in utah. i think i will be awfully bored. but i will try and make the most of it. actually it will be good to drive around and get cherry cokes and daydream with friends. go to band practices. smile a bit.
but i will be back. i have so much to do here. so much room to grow.
its amazing.
i had the best day with my new bff Jaclyn. we went to the pier and rode the carousel. we got outlines of lipstick tubes tattooed on our forearms. mine is going to be pink and have huge lipstick written letters next to it that say Dior.
thats better than a ten inch dick and you know it!!
people have really big mouths here. like HUGE. but its all a secret its all overdone its all overrated.
no way to really describe it so i'll post this song i just happened to be listening to right now>>
A little bit closer,
I know you're not bashful
There, now that's not so bad, is it?
So what was that secret?
What did that prick whisper to you?
Was it playful and flirty
Or degrading and dirty?
I know you like it both ways
So -- what did he say?
To make you so goddamn defiant
So fucking triumphant
Relations, in direct competition
Domination
The players, disguised as the lovers
The best friend
A game of who needs who the worst
A little bit closer
Your lipstick is smudged, dear
Here, let me wipe that smirk off
A secret
But you couldn't keep it so secret
Relations, without hesitation
Or social tact
As it occured, it occured to me
Who needs who?
Who needs who?
A little bit closer...
Closer...
>>Cursive
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travel safe. hope they let you on the plane. call me in a few days and let me know the id status. i hate the dmv. everything in there is taupe.