i had to leave my house today just to see if i could still feel. it may sound strange but this was a serious situation. so i went to area to dance by myself at 1:20 it closed at 2. and it was awesome. i can feel!
i felt everything, i felt happy/loved/fun/hope/music(yes music is a feeling for me)/grateful.
i saw tons of my friends and it was really neat to see everyone, if only for a little while.
i called someone who used to be one of my best friends,*sigh how i miss him.
i miss little kisses and being silly and seeing movies and all the things we used to do.
fucking schedules and distances.
oh well we have this connection.we will never be strangers.
Now it is time for bed, i've been sick this week...a little bit of coughing. yuck.
but i cant wait to crawl into bed.
nigt. x oh x oh. me.
i felt everything, i felt happy/loved/fun/hope/music(yes music is a feeling for me)/grateful.
i saw tons of my friends and it was really neat to see everyone, if only for a little while.
i called someone who used to be one of my best friends,*sigh how i miss him.
i miss little kisses and being silly and seeing movies and all the things we used to do.
fucking schedules and distances.
oh well we have this connection.we will never be strangers.
Now it is time for bed, i've been sick this week...a little bit of coughing. yuck.
but i cant wait to crawl into bed.
nigt. x oh x oh. me.
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kaci
You need to call me if you ever come into town up here in the boonies. Maybe next time I won't be drunk off my ass either, hey, anything's possible, right?