preservatives

jon wants me to move to boston.

i am tore up.

becky miscarried.

i turned my phone back on after having it off for over a month.

roy ayers makes me want to be great.

one of 2 people i wouldnt blow off if they asked me to go somewhere has no idea i feel that way.

i proposed to a real good friend of mine the other day. we decided i needed to come up with a list of pros and cons my list was flawed, hers was true. i fucked it up. i dont know what i want anymore.. all i know is that its very rare that i am happy, and i have been happy 2 days this week so wooot.