Brief update, by the numbers:
1 class down, 3 to go. At least Research Methods is dead.
15 page paper due tomorrow by 12. Number of pages already written: 0.
Current stress level before looking through bookmarks: 50%
After: 80% I really need to get this "emotions" shit under control.
Wonderful person who made getting through this past week possible: 1.
Belief level that I'm...
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1 class down, 3 to go. At least Research Methods is dead.
15 page paper due tomorrow by 12. Number of pages already written: 0.
Current stress level before looking through bookmarks: 50%
After: 80% I really need to get this "emotions" shit under control.
Wonderful person who made getting through this past week possible: 1.
Belief level that I'm...
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I think everyone should know that I just experienced my first, genuine, maniacal laugh. It was truly an experience.
wave of relief
wave of relief
rebel_rebel:
hahahaha....mwahahahahahahaha......MWHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
nettie:
sooo hi... and how exciting lol
And now back to your regularly scheduled pseudo-intellectual, but highly amusing Airwolf flavored posts.
Well, not so much I suppose. In fact I'm going to be doing so much work in the next week that I'd be persuaded to trade with Hercules for the Aegean stables if he'd take my work load. He would so lose on that deal. I'll be back on the other...
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Well, not so much I suppose. In fact I'm going to be doing so much work in the next week that I'd be persuaded to trade with Hercules for the Aegean stables if he'd take my work load. He would so lose on that deal. I'll be back on the other...
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ceremony:
*derridean.
that post wasn't directed toward you necessarily because you're not the only person i shared my ridiculous 'excitement' with last night, and i write about my occasional bouts of self-loathing on here so that people don't actually have to listen to it in real life/in person. it's rather easy to skip over those parts of my entries when they do appear.
thanks for the feel better wishes also. the achiness seems to have mutated into a cold of doom. fantastic timing!
[Edited on May 09, 2006 7:51AM]
that post wasn't directed toward you necessarily because you're not the only person i shared my ridiculous 'excitement' with last night, and i write about my occasional bouts of self-loathing on here so that people don't actually have to listen to it in real life/in person. it's rather easy to skip over those parts of my entries when they do appear.
thanks for the feel better wishes also. the achiness seems to have mutated into a cold of doom. fantastic timing!
[Edited on May 09, 2006 7:51AM]
adria:
Yeah some of the russian posters are crazy!
Hey you guys. Seriously, I just had the most emo moment of my entire life in this post. I wrote this horrible angsty thing that I'm ashamed of but that I've decided to keep up b/c it's true and I just needed some kind of disclosure. If you want to keep respect for me then please don't click the spoiler, it's there for your protection....
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anbuvampyre:
Pishaw I am Mr. Happy-go-lucky but I used to be the biggest EmoKid on the face of the planet. I used to sign comments like that
"Shoot me first,
EmoKid"
If you honestly feel your changing for the worse, assess the situation, figure out what the undesirable traits you have are and work on changing them for the better. What I found works best is to find the problem almost as if you can look at it in your hand and then make it not exist. For instance you show up late all the time, well that is the problem, so work on it not being a problem and then problem solved. I only know what's best because I spent 6 years being depressed and I changed that shit around with no help form anybody (not because I didn't want it but because nobody cared). But like Adria said you can only take responsibility for what you did, if you change (or feel as if you really didn't change in the first place and people just suck a big fatty, possible but not probable) and people are still complaining about the same old shit then that's just people being shitty people. I'm surrounded by that all the time....
BTW the Daredevil story line OWNS!
It'll improve, life always does.
I'll shoot you first if you want me to,
EX - EmoKid
"Shoot me first,
EmoKid"
If you honestly feel your changing for the worse, assess the situation, figure out what the undesirable traits you have are and work on changing them for the better. What I found works best is to find the problem almost as if you can look at it in your hand and then make it not exist. For instance you show up late all the time, well that is the problem, so work on it not being a problem and then problem solved. I only know what's best because I spent 6 years being depressed and I changed that shit around with no help form anybody (not because I didn't want it but because nobody cared). But like Adria said you can only take responsibility for what you did, if you change (or feel as if you really didn't change in the first place and people just suck a big fatty, possible but not probable) and people are still complaining about the same old shit then that's just people being shitty people. I'm surrounded by that all the time....
BTW the Daredevil story line OWNS!
It'll improve, life always does.
I'll shoot you first if you want me to,
EX - EmoKid
nikoli20:
Answer your phone
Just shoot me in face. Where's Dick Cheney when you need him?
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rebel_rebel:
dude, the new penny arcade explains just how i feel. i am so glad it isnt just me.
nikoli20:
Break a Leg.
Hey everybody. The azithromycin (ie big fucking antibiotic pill) is kicking in and I'm feeling around 75%. Rough night last night, stayed up working till 3 and couging until 5:30 then woke up at 8:45 for class. Thanks immune system!
Had a conversation last night with stingy, demanding, yet incredibly attractive bank owner ( ). Apparently I have a lot of debt to pay. You...
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kay:
I'm sure Tapirs could be graceful! 
~cheers
~cheers
I woke up coughing up yellow and green shit again so I decided to stay in Sarasota and not get Spidey filled in. At this rate it will never be finished. Plus I had to cancel plans with people I wanted to see (especially one in particular despite her insidious plot ). I'm a very sad panda.
Went to this bar Shakespeare's with Laura, Lauren,...
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). I'm a very sad panda.
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nikoli20:
Such mockery of the bank will not be tolerated. There will be a fine assessed for this.
We do apologize if this brings you further into debt but I'm afraid we had no choice. 
We do apologize if this brings you further into debt but I'm afraid we had no choice.
dalila:
ohh thanks... there's not much time to rest, but i'll try
Here we go last 2 and a half weeks left of school. Looks like a storm is on the horizon. Bring it on.
Might get Spidey filled in some Saturday. Depends on whether or not I feel better. Signs point to yes if today is an indicator, but still don't feel 100%.
Did anyone know they killed Gambit in the Ultimate X-men? Now he lives...
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Might get Spidey filled in some Saturday. Depends on whether or not I feel better. Signs point to yes if today is an indicator, but still don't feel 100%.
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anbuvampyre:
LOL where did you hear Parker and Stark are going to have a falling out? That would be sad 
. I actually like the new costume. When I was young my cousin used to be really into Spawn, and that is why I even care about comics, because I looked up to him. Spidey's new costume is Spawn esque which is why I like it so much. I've been buying 4 issues of every comic with the new costume on the cover.
How could you be skeptical about Civil War?! Shit is going to be HOT! In the first issue they talked for like 95% of the book. That shit was beast, it was Stephen Strange, Mr. Fantastic, Black Adam (? the inhumans guy I forget if that is his name I feel like it's not), Professor Xavier and Namor. Namor is such a hot head and in one instance when he didn't like what Stark was saying he just beat his ass, great book. And at the end some noobie super hero fucked up and like 300 children were killed, WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT?!
. I actually like the new costume. When I was young my cousin used to be really into Spawn, and that is why I even care about comics, because I looked up to him. Spidey's new costume is Spawn esque which is why I like it so much. I've been buying 4 issues of every comic with the new costume on the cover.
How could you be skeptical about Civil War?! Shit is going to be HOT! In the first issue they talked for like 95% of the book. That shit was beast, it was Stephen Strange, Mr. Fantastic, Black Adam (? the inhumans guy I forget if that is his name I feel like it's not), Professor Xavier and Namor. Namor is such a hot head and in one instance when he didn't like what Stark was saying he just beat his ass, great book. And at the end some noobie super hero fucked up and like 300 children were killed, WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT?!
lenox:
lol that is AWESOME - I probably even saw that episode!
First: a complaint. Is it not Monday, or as I think of it, webcomic day? Why haven't all my comics updated. Only dinosaur comics and overcompensating didn't let me down. I know the others will be up eventually but we live in an instant gratification world and I'm an instant gratification girl.
Went home again this weekend after the double week from hell. Last week...
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severity:
haha, cute. I wouldn't trust my dad near my hair, though! I'm not sure he knows how to operate scissors and he has shakey hand syndrome
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[Edited on Apr 26, 2006 12:35AM]
nikoli20:
Feel Better 
Shit! Did anyone else know that yesterday was National High Five Day? Apparently it's the 3rd Thursday of every April. I feel like I've missed a day full of amazing opportunity. Why oh why couldn't have Jeffery Rowland have informed me sooner. Well, rather than wail, gnash my teeth, and place upon dust my head, I am going to celebrate this epochal day TWICE...
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nikoli20:
Delete this please.
Fuck, I meant to write this in my comment above.
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Fuck, I meant to write this in my comment above.
[Edited on Apr 24, 2006 10:31AM]
How are your finals going?
[Edited on May 22, 2006 1:09PM]