I've never kept a journal, so this should be interesting.....
I've been having a really hard time motivating myself to go to school lately. It's pretty frustrating because I know that I'm my own worst enemy here. It's quite ironic because the last time that I was in school, I was using a lot of drugs and drinking a lot and managed to hold a 4.0 GPA for 3 semesters straight.. Now that I'm sober, I am completely fucking shit up.. I know the two don't have anything to do with one another.. it's just something that I was thinking about today......
The last few months have been completely full of changes.. both good and bad.....
I ended a one year old relationship.. we were driving each other crazy.. she was lying to me a lot... I just couldn't handle it anymore.. so I asked her to move out and she promptly left town leaving her dog and all of her shit here... I wish she'd have taken some of this stuff.. but I suppose that's what Goodwill is for.. everything but the dog at least......
I got this really great job waiting tables in a fine dining restaraunt in the Hyatt Regency downtown.. I only work about 30 hours a week and am making a shit ton of money... the benifits are really sweet, too...
The Retreads have managed to make ammends with our former guitarist and he will be rejoining the band this month.. this is great.. we've been auditioning guitarists for about 6 or 7 months and it has been really frustrating.. we have also patched up our relationship with a local booker and we have a really sweet show booked with Swampass and The Last Vegas in December..
So basically.. band and job shit is going really good.... but I'm still really resentful over the relationshit.. I live in this huge house by myself with her dog that she begged me to let her get... in this big ass house that she begged me to move into... all of this shit was supposed to make the relationshit better.. instead, I just have a whole bunch of her shit and I live in this big house by myself...
yeah.. I'm bitter.. hopefully, I'll get over it soon...
I've been having a really hard time motivating myself to go to school lately. It's pretty frustrating because I know that I'm my own worst enemy here. It's quite ironic because the last time that I was in school, I was using a lot of drugs and drinking a lot and managed to hold a 4.0 GPA for 3 semesters straight.. Now that I'm sober, I am completely fucking shit up.. I know the two don't have anything to do with one another.. it's just something that I was thinking about today......
The last few months have been completely full of changes.. both good and bad.....
I ended a one year old relationship.. we were driving each other crazy.. she was lying to me a lot... I just couldn't handle it anymore.. so I asked her to move out and she promptly left town leaving her dog and all of her shit here... I wish she'd have taken some of this stuff.. but I suppose that's what Goodwill is for.. everything but the dog at least......
I got this really great job waiting tables in a fine dining restaraunt in the Hyatt Regency downtown.. I only work about 30 hours a week and am making a shit ton of money... the benifits are really sweet, too...
The Retreads have managed to make ammends with our former guitarist and he will be rejoining the band this month.. this is great.. we've been auditioning guitarists for about 6 or 7 months and it has been really frustrating.. we have also patched up our relationship with a local booker and we have a really sweet show booked with Swampass and The Last Vegas in December..
So basically.. band and job shit is going really good.... but I'm still really resentful over the relationshit.. I live in this huge house by myself with her dog that she begged me to let her get... in this big ass house that she begged me to move into... all of this shit was supposed to make the relationshit better.. instead, I just have a whole bunch of her shit and I live in this big house by myself...
yeah.. I'm bitter.. hopefully, I'll get over it soon...
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Anyway, welcome fellow Indianapolis resident! I shall visit the Hyatt and give you a big tip.
not sure of the next time ill be out there to prn... so ill have to check the prn schedule & see what all u guys have coming up. id really like to see you guys get tubring from chicago onto yr prn as they are amazing. they are currently opening the mindless self indulgence tour! and they are soo good live... seen them several times. im seeing that tour at the end of the month so that should rock!!
and yes, the jackalopes did break up! however, i know they are doing one last show... and its in december. im thinking its december 19th... but am not sure. i can look into this if you need me to, just let me know.
later man...