possession09

its been one of those days.
one of those days where i would be better off alone. hiding in my house, or staying away from people.
i have those days quite frequently. ive been called a space freak by more than one person..
i just say its because im a libra and blahblahblah..but i really do require alot of space...
im irritated.
about everything. everyone. the world.
i am sad
about the war, about the innocence lost, about the
pointless destruction.
im paranoid.
every plane every noise that i hear....i live in a military hotspot..
and that doesnt help my feeling of unsafety AT all.
i should of just stayed in bed today.
one day soon im going to need that day..
other wise im going to go crazy.