possession09

i am not happy at all at myself right now. i decided last nite that i needed to kick myself in my ass for a jumpstart or something.
i am such an undisciplined person. sometimes i work out, other times i dont...sometimes i show up for school..most of the time i dont.
( i still get a's , i promise) . sooooooo..i am putting myself on a strict
schedule for the next few weeks....then ill cut it back lightly..
i know that that might not make sense to someone who has the ability to
just do it. i dont right now. i used to..but i think i grew too lazy or too something..

anyways.
today i met a homeless lady named jonette. she had crazy hair and a few teeth and smelled
like the craziest mix of sweat, beer, and something peculiar, but undistinguishable. awesomely enough,
this woman had impeccable grammer. i bought her a hotdog and a beer to make her day more cheery. she taught me a few
new words to make my day more cheery..